~Much Loves~aYuLySa~

2010-08-12T06:47:00.001-07:00

1) What have you learnt from your participation in the programme?

Firstly, The Five Principles to Success has taught me how to be able to achieve something for myself. I have to start by nurturing myself, having self-awareness & being able to care for my body,mind & soul. Self-awareness has made me able to focus on my strengths & talents, therefore pushing me to do my best in what I can do. It also enables me not to forget about my weaknesses. I cannot be ignorant towards my weakness,instead I have to slowly improve & change it to become my strength. It is also important that I take care of my body,mind & soul. With the wellness of my health, then I’ll have no problem to succeed. Then I have to make the right choices. Every decision I make affects what I will become in the upcoming events of my life. So I have to be proactive & decide what I want in life. The third principle is planning for success. It enables me to start setting goals so that I won’t regret not being able to do anything. It is also a way to motivate myself to work harder until the goal is achieved. Being able to achieve my goals day by day would bring me success to a bigger goal one day.Then the next thing to do would be taking action. I need to have time management to be able to succeed. I need to focus on more important things & spend lesser time doing less important things. Lastly would be synergise. I do believe that many heads are better than one. Working as a team would produce a better & satisfying result.

Secondly, in Presentation Skills, I learnt to build my confidence during public speaking. As public speaking is one of the greatest fear towards people, I am able to speak in a small crowd & get around my stage fright. That means I am able to overcome my fear & at the same time build my confidence level higher.
I believe that leadership can be formed out of this practice because being a leader, you will need to have a high level of confidence & determination to lead your people to success.

Lastly, Career Development & Planning is very useful to me as it teaches me to choose the right career path & how to prepare job application documents the right way. I not only have to find the job that I like but I also have to find a job that suits me best, which can be assessed through interests, personality, values and skills. Having the right career for myself is very important as it determines how successful I’ll be as better progression awards better privileges.

2009-12-09T08:52:00.000-08:00

i'll try to be discipline this 2 weeks. updating this blog daily.
firstly, apology to bf for making him awake the whole day just for me.

woke up at 3am &

this bunch of lovely people send me off to the airport.
yes, my family.

get parted from bf since tuesday, which he need to console my like anything.
my tears just couldnt stop from falling, that shows how much i love you darling.
eventually i got better when actually i could contact him eventhough im far away.

arrived at ho chin minh city, then ben tre.
is so loving the hotel cause i fee like home.
work officially starts tmr.

to bf, get well soon, rest well. im sorry i leave all alone while you're sick.
eventhough we're distance at sight, you're always close to my heart.
ily bf.

much misses, your baby.
1 day down, 13 to go.

2009-11-17T04:07:00.000-08:00

nothing interesting in life had happen, but much sorrows.
why is that so, bf had start working.
im all alone now.
not getting to meet, only on weekends if im lucky enough.
21 more days and there i am flying to vietnam for 2 weeks.
knowing his plans for me somehow make me kinda excited.
but it manage to cheer me only a little.
i need to be strong, dear god give me strength.
feeding myself with much informations and new formulas.
im concentrating more on school when bf is not around,
eventually i'll be paid off.
i've not skipped school since 12 october 2009.
im an angel.

bf i miss you THIS much :'(

2009-10-24T10:44:00.000-07:00

love's o has started.
& he's scaring me with the way he is.
gotta drill him, but its damn difficult.

no group study for him, cause it wont work.
unless im his tutor. lol -.-

but no matter what, thanks love.
thanks for spending time with me till the wee hours.
gotta meet you again tmr. tsk.
better be awake when i reach ok.
or else, im gonna rape you. lol.

ILY.

2009-10-15T08:50:00.000-07:00

what a misfortune day for me.
the more i need you.

#1 : stand my journey to kallang, was pushed around.
#2 : was 30 mins late(whats new) & only 2 members turn up including me.
#3 : didnt realise my hp was wet until my friend told me so.
#4 : vomited all of a sudden infront of my friends after lunch.
#5 : & fart too.
#6 : autocad died on me while doing assignment = RE - DO. & i didnt finish my work.
#7 : get scolded from bloody callista for nothing when im on mcs for weeks.
#8 : head was hit by a flying ball.
#9 : cried infrontof classmates cause i had cut, swollen & headaches effect.

AFTER SCHOOL

#10 : miss 67 while crossing the road.
#11 : a lady sit beside me when i was dead asleep which i almost occupied both sits cause my head was tilted.
#12 : didnt realised my ipod drop until when i woke up.
#13 : didnt wanna fall asleep so i played game and missed the kallang bustop.
#14 : waited for another bus at bukit timah for more than 30 mins which makes me think im at the wrong bustop.
#15 : get to know the bus driver was taking his own seet time cause he was talking to a china lady, he's a china man.
#16 : even i ate banana, i still couldnt shit. ciggarette is the solution.
#17 : only get to know that i cant do my assignment cause the model answer was with teacher.
# 18 : i actually typed this twice due to deleted everything!!

im looking forward to a better day tmr which is this very minute.
luck, where you. i need you.
imy bf.

2009-10-14T09:24:00.000-07:00

marks the date 14 oct and its bf birthday.
happy birthday to both love and abg boy.
this is what happen today.

thought i dont have the time to meet love cause supposingly i end my class at 6.
but then my dearest teacher release us early = yeahness.
i rushed all my way to the west.
and i surprise him with cookies &cream ice cream cakes!!
he loves it.

my cutie pie. love him too.

2009-10-09T04:49:00.000-07:00

after 1 week of not updating. finally.
well last week was well spend with my dearest skaki.
we've been going even stronger now, yes i feel it.
love you girls.

firstly that friday.
we fetched ati from work.
off to marina to fetch neng and here we are.

seriously we ate like there's not tmr,
like what you can see at the picture above
that explains why i gained. haha.
but im happy though.

was backed home at 4am, seriously i dont feel like going home. :DD

the next day, which is more exciting cause more people.
we headed to BBE CC for perjumpaan hari rayer.
im soo sexcited cause there's rahmat mega ok!

see how we enjoyed?

the next day, skaki was over at my house for dinner.
and we played fire crackers for the straight 3 days.

cant upload much.
cause basically theres too many nice nice pics!
we enjoyed, very much.

not forgetting my love.

he's always there for me too.
but a sickening as,
i hate but ily.

2009-10-03T21:12:00.000-07:00

i had been procrastinating my post and i had alot to do,
actually i dont know whether to combine it or to separate it at a different post.
but all the posts will be like fun fun fun that i had.
ok now i decided to just post it a different one.

days before, after the previous post.
love when to accompany me to LOT 1,
at that particular of time, im excited more to meet my food then my love.
first, i had my fried mars balls, and i bought you tiao.
thats for my cravings.

upon reaching loves house, parents said we're going out,
& i break my old woodlands place virgin.
me&love bought water and fire crackers from sheng siong.
and we ate KFC. :DD

yes i am a happy kid, father send me to bb mrt station to meet ati.
and we go off our seperate ways.
the next day, me&love went karaoke-ing together with peach, asrul, is.
ate KFC AGAIN.

have yet to write another post. :D

2009-09-29T00:57:00.000-07:00

after an angry post, here it goes with a happy one.
i'll start with yesterday.

i had to do my project which due on november, but idk which date.
we try how many ways just to get the question.
but to no avail, thanks to joan.
but we still somehow dont get it.

already told love im gonna meet him after that,
cause i badly wanna meet my little baby.
upon reaching love's place, everybody was asleep.
sadded, so we watched tv and play psp instead.
almost fall asleep on the sofa getting to lay down with love.
wait, i actually kicked him right? haha.

so quite sometime, we had our dinner together.
as he promise he will have dinner with me.
while eating, little baby cried.
love carried him, but he didnt want to be with me.
cranky monster! haha
i got some bait and get him in my hands!
bring him to shop to get his milk chocolate and chocolate.
got for myself and love milk coffee and natadecoco :D

this is my mischievious little baby boy.
how i love him to bits and pieces.
grrr, sooo adorable. just like me :D

it was ten when i told love i gtg.
i have to meet chykka and eva.
& his face goes :( huh? cepat nyer baby nak baleq?
awww, i felt so guilty that moment.
i know he didnt wanna let me go as he delays all his steps.
doing things so slowly. ily boy.

i had no choice and meet them, i was late.
reva ran to me upon seeing me.
sister told me she was shouting and crying in the train just wanting sister to call me.
but i didnt pick up.
there she goes running towards me and giving me a big hug.
proceed to bb and sister's palce to pack her bag.

here are some pictures captured of me and reva.
she just love me soo much.

this was taken while she's eating her bread.
ive ask her to do some posses, she laugh like mad!
and loves taking pictures.

this was all taken by her, when i refuse so much.
she shouted at me so badly.
so i just kept quiet and let her take my picture instead.
as long as you're happy my dear girl.

now, planning whether to go to loves house,
need to give the memory card back. haiya.
till here then, toddles,
imy. :D

2009-09-28T21:27:00.000-07:00

tak semestinyer ako diam, ko lei pijak kepale ako.
ako diam diam kat sinik, ko jgn nak buat citer pasal ako.
nie ako da meletop kang, da terlambat da.
selagi ako lei saba ako saba, selagi ako lei diam ako diam.
aper krg nak cakap pasal ako, ko cakap tuh ko peh suadalam.
ako tak heran, ako tak kesah.
tapi satu ako cakap, jgn nak tarek laki ako dalam aper aper masala.
hal ako ngan dier takmo masok campor, kalo tak mesti kecoh bodo!
burok uh kecoh kecoh ginik, bile da menggelaba macam macam citer kua oi !
aper citer eh, tuh takper, ako pon kenek ?
wah wah sedap nyer mulot, free free eh.
sng kater, kater penutop, ako malas uh nak layan kalo org bnyk belet !
k uh, ako nak luper kan nie sumer. chao.

nie ako lysa, beh asal ?

-.-

2009-09-27T08:02:00.000-07:00

when to tasha's place on friday.
we celebrated ibu's birthday plus raya-ing as well.
as usual, i was the GOH, guest-of-humour, all timer.

met with this little miss cheeky.

ellyna natasha.
how i spell it, idc.
damn adorable.
people say, she look alot like me when i was a kid.
which means, im adorable too? nyiahaks.

i miss my baby too,
selamat hari rayer to you ok.
imissyourbrothertoo,
butihatehim.
butnow, everythingseemsowrong,
wenolongerhavelaughterorjoy.
imisshowwewere2yearsago.
canwereallygothatfar.
ihatethatiloveyou.
causeithurtstoomuch.
justdontmakethisfeelingofminefadeaway.
causeitsreallydifficultformetobereallyinlovewith.
ihopeyoudounderstand,
youdidntchangetogetbetter,
butworstinstead.
ivetriedtobesostrongever,
nottoevenshedasingletearwhenyourenotaroundatnights.
doyoueverthinkofhowifelt?
orallyouthinkitsjust,
imbeingtoomuch, andtooselfcentered.
butwhateveritis, itsstillyouwhomilove.
foronceimsayingthis,
keepingmyegonessaway,
imissyousomuchpapa.
ijustwanttheoldyou.

will be back when everything is A OK!
hate to be a clown.

forgive and forget

2009-09-22T05:57:00.000-07:00

now that ive got to meet him, everything goes fine.
due to my blurrness, i missed the bus that he was in.
he had no choice, but to alight at the next stop to wait for me.

reach our destination, settled down.
while resting, i held his hands and seek for forgiveness.
my voice trembled, but i didnt cry :D
ended up with a sweet sweet kiss.
ily, always.

ordered mac cause my craving was bad,
he knows me best, never ending pregnant lady.
had our mcspicy meals, which turns me to a devil.
& to our lala land.

having hours with him just make me :D
i cant stop smiling, was pampered like hell.
he owes me alot of time.

ive nothing else to say, cause merely im too happy.
thanks for everything love.

akhir kata, salam lebaram love.
baby love you.

salam lebaran.

2009-09-20T19:03:00.000-07:00

after years of having that routine, i felt lost for a sudden change.
when i try to tell you how i feel, thats when we a start a tiff.
when i cry alone to sleep at night, thats when you say every tears of mine shatters your heart.
everyone thinks what they are doing is right, but sometimes you just dont realise.
ive got nothing else to say, but i just have to stay strong.
when my heart is really in pain, i still have to pretend to be vain.
in front of the cameras and relatives, i still have to face the realities.
when everything goes so bad, thats when i dont have a single mood and im soo sad.
putting my heads up high with egoness, will just be blamed that im heartless.
girls are usually weak, thats why they are always at the losing team.
i dont have strength to carry on, but our lovestory stills have to go on.
the day when you say you promise me, that our love will last till eternity.
i cant deny that that i love you,cause everything i do explains you.
i really need to have a date, so that my feelings wont fade.
i only wanna be with you, cause seriously IMY.

meet up soon love, imy.

:'(

raya

2009-09-19T00:58:00.000-07:00

i forced mummy to do this rainbow roll cake,
i love it soo much and i want it home made,
not those on sales,
well, im fussy cause i want my cake to be perfect.

so mummy did it and i help out.

when it just got out of the oven, omg! heaven la sial!

and while waiting for the cake to be baked, i teaches this cutie pie.

he look happy aint he?
he lovesss food.

right now im still waiting for love.
from yesterday. yes imy!
LIKE TOTALLY!
:'(

baking

2009-09-18T11:47:00.000-07:00

after days of mia, finally im back.
been busy these days.
this laptop also not at home cause brother bring it to work.

ive been doing this monkey business.
i gave my Bff a helping hand.
last minute she called up and ask to help here.
so me, & neng, the one who stay her area help out.
i'll just let the pictures do the talkings ok?

this is peanuts, but love's peanut the best. mentel!

then must gentel with dough, but i think gentel love's will be more fun.

when its baked, will be dipped in chocolate, lick lick.

and there it goes in the aluminium cup.

and while waiting for it to dry,
we had lots lots of campanion.

see how hungry are they when they're left alone at home.

i think this is chemong, being manjer with neng. & neng hopes its ZANNY ANDRE.

all cats running to me when i raise my hand.

first first so action dowan see camera,

nie tros post sei :D

tall up straight.

lysa, i wanna sleep la.

dier pon nak jugak da posing.

the eyes!

tgh mendak.

nie asyek garok.

last uh posing.

and im the king!

so basically thats what ive been doing for the whole week.
& im sooo missing you.
:'(

sleepover

2009-09-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

sleepovers are done and over with.
days being with these bimbos make us closer.
games everyday, movie.
two thumbs up!

well everybosy have their name,
azi, annoi.
ida, ada.
tasha, DD.
lysa, gaga.

i'll elaborate about the name,
azi is kinda annoying?
ida is because thanks to amy for calling her that.
tasha thanks for ibu who asked her to buy dory fish, there she goes the dory despatch.
lysa cause she went gagap that day -.-

this is what we do at 3.30 in the morning.

feeling of wanna be on top, after maggie :D

see how random can ada be.

the following day, we break fast at jurong which is also kinda kecoh.

obviously i cant wait to eat the prawns.

which i regret playing.

family bonding time, we played alot of games :D

planned to get a ring for each of us.
cant wait to meet you all soo soon.
next planning?
bbq?

a goodbye with an album picture.

& imy truckloads. boo hoo :'(

baking kueh!

2009-09-11T05:04:00.000-07:00

i hadnt had my beauty sleep since yesterday,
& i was bullied, shouted to do this cereal kueh.
i thought i will be doing it with mum.
but great, its all left for me to do it.

this is all left for me to do.
maybe you see its just little cause half of it is done.
try looking the actual size! mati lor!

at 2, mum get ready to attend a funeral.
she told me that this family member, experience death all during ramadan.
during the month of ramadan, and on a friday.

and mum listen to the radio, she told me one kinda sadded story.
this family, also for 3 years of ramadan yearly.
he lost first his son in 2003,
he lost his mother in law in 2004,
and finally lost his wife in 2005.
im sure ramadan and rayer will be very traumatised for him.

after hours i finally finished this.
my backs are aching.
feel dislocated. ok, exxagerated.
but seriously its effing tired can.
feel shaggered after that.
when i was chatting with my girls, i fell asleep.
HAHA.

after baking this only what we get.
which is not enough ok! have to do it again.
eventhough its just like cupping,
which is rather a simple job to do.
its just tired sitting tehre for hours.
sighsss.

sorry dearest ira, i couldnt meet you.
so this pictures are just for you.
showing you so that you'll prolly start drooling.
arent they delicious?
YUMMEH.

PRANGAI KUEH TART SIA!
imy :'(

random

2009-09-10T14:26:00.000-07:00

didnt update due to no mood?
maybe just lazy instead.
i'll just randomly post if i can remember everything.

went to accompany love play takraw at yishun.
as his family wanted to go andak's place.
when we're on the train, then i realised i i forgot baby stitch.
i texted sister & ask her bring for me.

my another baby.

had prata with love after his takraw.
over at andak's place, i was concentrating playing psp.

in the car otw home,

love : *switching on psp which takes awhile*, baby battery weak eh.
lysa : :D
love : padan la dier stop maen.
HEHE.

thats the period of time i will leave love alone when i have psp.

the next day, was my attitude problem day.
love had to go to work.
but i was totally totally attitude.
lastly, met love at tanjong pagar.
& went to nenek's place.
wanted to play bowling, but plan cancelled. :(

my love's step cute face.

we went jp instead cause mother want go so much.
they can spend like hours in the fairprice.
i spent most of the time sitting down.
little princess mah.
after that they send me back home :D

he change to samurai modern.

its sunday, went over to grandma's place,
help out with the kueh.
not really help out, watched syurga cinta again.
upon going back home, i decided to cut my hair.

ada said, like kakak kakak hair. LOL.

i didnt sleep the whole day.
and this is how i look early in the morning while playing laptop.
told you im a laptop freak.
i can play like forever.

boncet as always, never ending pregnant lady.

i wasnt satisfied with what ive cut, so i cut it again in the morning. HEH

i will slowly wait it to grow for the next hairstyle. wonder what will that be.

love told me it was so short.
but who cares.
as long as i feel good.

back to serious matters,
my dear BestF, NUR IZZATI, be strong girl,
you know i'll always be there for you,
not only me, but my whole family,
ive known you for 11 years,
like we've said, yes we can already marry each other,
cause we really know each other inside out.
we've been much closer through the years,
our family too. i feel the bond.
trust that our parents had.
we've gone through from friends to enemy and back to friends.
and i promise you, you'll be mine forever.

i just need you to be strong girl,
it wasnt easy for him.
you can always come and find me if you need a shoulder to cry on.
ive cried for you, for your family matters,
even infront of both your parents,
cause i feel, i really feel im one of your family member.
like how my family welcome you too.

ily.

BE STRONG :D

stitch craze

2009-09-01T00:09:00.000-07:00

i think im such a stitch freak.
i love them & i treat them like babies.
they soooo adorable la! omg.

i had this from the arcade from lovely papa.

i mentioned love about the sweet i bought at town.
its called the long long thing. haha.
1 for $3.50 & 3 for $10.
so here is it. location found, cineleisure.

sour lemon flavour is loved! (:

& to anis, sorry you have to wait very long.
i'll wait till you really really crave for it ok.

now in my house, this is left.

two packets all eaten. (:

i suddenly realise i have alot alot alot of stitch.
have more to be collected.
another at love's crib. weeee.

get what i mean?

even cuter,

yes, door knob!!

till here then,

my latest baby i slept with.
imy, only you.
muacks! (:

2009-08-31T15:09:00.000-07:00

happy teachers day to whoever teacher that know me.
from nursery, kindergarten, primary, secondary & currently ite.
well known for the name naughty girl in class.
well idk why. *shruggs shoulders*
maybe god only knows. heh.

i was almost late for my prac thanks to the bus.
the bus was damn packed due to students going home early.
they celebrated at school la i supposed.
its like so aper mao gie skola kind of thing.
stop being a big headed lysa. haha.
& ouh yar, saw murni in the bus with her *Bestf*
petom & gangs. *keneng naek naek*
jambu siot. tak lei angsssssssss.

i was damn nervous & i really hope it doesnt rain.
i tried my very best for the prac.
& im always was the first one to try everything.
after 1 hour & 40 mins session, they passed me!
i will get the technics right pretty soon.
no more right leg on the ground,
at the correct gears, of the correct speed.
smooth moving & stopping.
no more wobbling and stuff.
look far, esp the pedestrian crossing, bends.
first and foremost, confidence baby!
but i wonder why my foot hurts.
is it because i use the wrong part of my foot to change gear ?
ngaiiii.

after prac meet love.
actually planned to catch a movie.
but mother dont allowed him.
so we just went to lot 1,
bought ljs for break fast
& we played arcade.
total spend for that time,

pokka milk coffee in can = $1.40
ljs for family and us = $26.40
arcade = $20
total will be $47.80, well this is only the first part.

headed to love's crib & break fast.
talked quite alot for that day.
& mother was like,
"eh krg tak gie beli baju same same ker. baju couple untok rayer"
& i go, tgk la kalo ader duet.
and the next thing happen, mother asked love for money to buy baju.
still in the house, money spend = $40.
this is part two i suppose.

after so called love give her some baits,
we were allowed to go catch movie for that night.
my stitch was stolen half way by mother,
dont worry baby stitch, mummy will fetch you someday ok.

we decide not to go that far cause of the time constraint to travel.
we catched one at lot 1.
watched the proporsal, & it was ok.
its funny but the show was too slow. commented by love.
so we spend again,

arcade again = $40
movie tickets = $14
popcorn = $5.80
total = $59.80

to sum up of money spend, lost of $147.60.
hais, & there we go penniless.
so im sorry anis but you have to wait for your treat ok.
love's hardwork working his ass off just for me ended up finish just like that, within less than half a day.

yes, its very heart wrenching to think bout it.
we just spend money like water.
so, we need to change this attitude of ours k love?

cranky monster

2009-08-30T19:42:00.000-07:00

i pretty well know the purpose of you posting is to make me laugh.
but still im not happy.
you know what i want.
poeple sometimes say its easy.
but for me i just cant.
i am what i am.
& love know me well.

having to be with him every minute for almost a year.
& to abruptly change my habits,
its not as words that flow out of you peoples mouth.
yes i will change, but not instantaneously.
no one else but only love could cheer me up.

your two cranky monsters.

apparently i lied to love about going to school.
cause i didnt want him to know i went for my prac.
im fear that he will scold me for wasting money.
if i fail AGAIN. hais.
if i could pass this prac, there you go anis.
100 grams no nut, 1 soft & chewy.
my msges are the evidence. ok ok.
let me save my money first k.

the reason why i need her to treat her is because.
i was eating cookies yesterday.
& i pretty well know its her favourite.
so i texted her.
she told me she wasnt jealous cause she just had them.
but i told her i had 500 grams babe!
& there she goes. being jealous.

i was suppose to post about the webcamming thing.
but i was rather lazy yesterday.
so here it goes.
i disturbed anis while she's busy studying.
i make her lose concentration.
her dad saw she was laughing in front of the screen.
being adults, standard kepo.
so went my uncle look at the screen, he saw me.
but waved at me, but i couldnt see him cause i wasnt at the right window.
then when i looked at the window, he was waving happily, super hyper.
so i waved backed. and being happy, he called my aunt too.

sometimes parents are just cute, & most of the time annoying.
agree people?

waiting for the right time to go for my prac.
dear god, give me your guidance.
amin.

lost my title.

2009-08-30T08:30:00.000-07:00

boom !
*aYuL*
i dont know what i wanna be today.
so here goes the post of the day.

reached home at 10 plus after work today.
& im feeling so tired. but at the same time , i feel happy.
coz i received a msg from LOVE during work & she told me she understand
how busy i am during work. even though its a simple msg , i feel contented.
& there's a reason i always feel contented over simple things.

& the reason is i dont wanna see her face like this.

But being the nice person i am , i still endure. right baby ?
but she does not know. that when my heart feels like exploding ,
i feel like ,

committing suicide ?? no lah. i do feel fed up too sometimes.
but i keep my frustrations inside. cause i just cant bear to scold her.
oh btw , i look so white & shiny in this pic. hahax.
oh , here's another pic where i look white. literally.
i look like a geisha right. hahax. wth.

Memoirs Of a Male Geisha 1. -.-

back to where it was. whatever happens , how terrible our fight ,
how painful our heart i would still love u aites love.

Thats neng's beanie. & i really dont know why she's looking at me like thats. psycho.

Part Two: Its been quite some time i talk to this little girl.

I miss this little girl.

Of course , i miss abg too.
That dimple-cheek boy.

& to sum up my post for today , i miss these three mischievious person.

Oh , if u realised. I have uploaded pics too !
just so the post wont be too wordy.
move along people !

*aYuL*
-much loves-ayulysa-
-since 2007-

syarahan

2009-08-29T13:52:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh.
*ustaz aYuL*

Umat umat islam yg dikasihi allah yang maha esa dan maha penyayang.
apa khabar anda semua ? bagaimana perjalanan anda selama berpuasa ini ?
alhamdullilah pada siapa yang telah berpuasa tanpa putus.
sambunglah usaha anda supaya pahala yang didapati juga berkali ganda.
alhamdullilah.

saya baru sahaja pulang daripada keje. ehem.
sorry. kena berbual bahasa putih.
Oh people of the earth , a place with the sea wide spread ,
a nature in green , decorated with blue sky & white clouds.
A beautiful creation of God. Amin.
I, as the humble servant of God , has just come home from work.
Started out at the Masjid Sultan bazaar. & then to geylang.
I have been working for two days now. & i know how much LOVE misses me.
We did not have the time to meet. & communication is quite slow.
but LOVE, it does not mean that i am neglecting u.
i need to find a lil bit of money , & it is for us , too.
Just tahan a lil bit okayy syg. ILY.
since LOVE is so manje, i know that she'll have lots of complain when i work.
but , i am sure she'll see the benefits later. so hold on aites.

okiedokes. dont want this post to be too wordy.
BOOORRRIIINNNNGG !!
goodbye.

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

*ustaz aYuL*

the kids

2009-08-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

insyirah : asyraf

woken up in the morning by these little two kids,
they came over to my house cause mums are going jb.
and here start their commotion.

asyraf: ibu, what's your password? (calling his mum)
insyirah: *knocked on the box & its noisy*
asyraf: hit his sister & shouted to his mum through the telephone. why are you so quite! i cant hear you.
insyirah: being agitated with herr brother, she continue to knock on the box.
asyraf: after getting the password right, he bite his sister. (& lay down)
insyirah: she shouted & started to bully her brother. i press new game ok.
asyraf: get up and tears start rolling.
insyirah: to her mischievious act, she wet her hands with her saliva and put it to her brother's skin.
asyraf: just wipe off and say, biar biar adeq btak puaser.
insyirah: repeatedly doing it.
asyraf: he gets fed up & leave the room with the laptop. & his mouse wire got stucked between hangers.
insyirah & me: keep laughing.
asyraf: sat on the sofa and began crying.

they grew up with me since they were back from the hospital.

so basically thats what happen between them.

MISCHIEVIOUS I LIKE!
so there they ended, still arguing but lovely siblings.

waiting for you to wake up.
IMYSM!

happy birthday efa

2009-08-27T05:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY EFA!

us ; strong as ever ; united as one ; SKAKIESMEKIA

efa's day

celebrated efa dearest birthday at bp.
meet up with cliques.
so much for the day.
& the cliques get crazier everytime we met.
next meet up will be geylang-ing.
indra's pay i supposed, & will be heading there.

getting frustrated with bbdc instructors.
pissing me off seriously.
but i wont give up no matter what.
cause i know i cant do it.
confidence is all i need.
i dont give a damn.
things to keep me calm,
~ chanting 'bismillahirahmannirahim, - non stop.
instructors will look at me, as if i care.
having me saying FUCK for every mistakes i did.
i just hate when i get panic when instructors looked at me.
cut it off lysa!!! have confidence,
upon falling with the bike,
that teaches me to be confident and fully concentrate when riding.
i know i can do this! GAMBATE!

i really have to change my attitude.
for the fact that, i have to look at time limits.
not to be clingy with love.
cause seriously he have a lot to do.
O levels are coming.
& i'll keep myself busy, i wanted to help mummy.
helping her baking cookies and cakes,
which means, our family get a lil more profit for this coming rayer.
i really wanna make cakes, yummy

my bff, ily

catch up with dearest shiyan & stella.
i miss them alot.
& i miss the jaders too.
can we have a reunion babes?

love can we have a movie marathon?
like pretty pleaseeeeeee. imy.
& my love is so prasan G.I JOE.
ILY!!

MUACKS!!

BOOM !

2009-08-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

hello earthlings.
please stay on earth.
*aYuL*

I am currently feeling stressed out due to the huge amount of pressure from the outside world.
& i know all of you have been missing me cause ive not been blogging.
I'll be missing for some time cause exams are near. I mean like, damn near.
Oh, & guess what ? my prelim starts today. & its 130am right now & im not asleep !
Had to rush to finish up my dnt and guess what, the dateline is today !
DnT O level dateline ; Prelims = GREAT !! -.-

& baby keep finding fault with me. & she hit me. She whack me. Oh,she nearly killed me.
But since im a well-trained & skilled TAIQI expert, I managed to change it all.
Dangs , im talking crap. Im tired. Gonna have a rest & continue with my Dnt. Craps.
Wait, i must have the spirit. WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS, WE DONT !!
Ehkz, I just realise eyh. What ive been saying from just now no link.
BUT ! still got something to read right. Better than nothing.

LOVE YOU BONCET.

Bye Earthlings.
Heal the world , make it a better place.
For you & for me & the entire human race.

*G.I. aYuL*

2009-08-22T10:10:00.000-07:00

today was the first day of the fasting month.

i manage to fast without eating in the morning.

but of course i keep complaining to love that i was hungry.

break fast at chong's house.

yesss. alot of food mans.

too many to mention.

as planned to go geylang with aunty nora.

& love also said he's going geylang.

so, i met him there.

but we only get to meet for awhile.

cause we're rushing to get home -___-

& this pissed me off,

laptop wasnt at home.

brother when to mac and bring the laptop along.

now its raining heavily waiting for love to come back.

i wanna tty on the phone!

imy :'(

blogger is a bitch

2009-08-17T04:50:00.000-07:00

last friday,
accompanied love to yishun for his takraw as usual.
will always have my chocolate thing at mr bean. yumyum.
and i decided to try on the icy soya.
i was like saying,
" eh cam sedap jek tuh icy soya"
the next thing when i went out of the shop.
love ordered one for me.

there's one thing i noticed bout love's attitude.
he tries to fulfill all that i want.
even the slightest cravings of mine.
and he's the most patient person ive come across.
but i know there's always a limit to it ok.
my crankyness always got us to a tiff.

then saturday,
we planned to catch a movie.
& we catched GI joe.
actually i hate action movies.
but this movie, keep me still on my seat.
and super duper concentrating until love called me,
he was ignored. HAHA.
planning on the next movie.

while waiting for movie

the best thing is,
after our movie, im like so confident mamaks.
i told love there's still bus available.
but close to 2 am, we were still waiting like gundu.
ended up cabbed to nenek house.
luckily its not far.
father fetched us from there,
home sweet home (:

our slippers

sunday, when to chong's house (grandma)
we had kenduri.
and we had new names.
baby fiefie satsat, kunyit, keciq sleng,lemao.
i had the greatest aunt.
who held most of my secrets.

my smoking partner

the following week, meet love everyday.
& had fights with people.
kecoh per.
police all come.
& i feel happy rembat-ing people out of anger.

wont brag too much.
now back from ikea, & king's albert mac with love's fam.
&& i cant stop vomitting,
i'll stop here. :(

meeting this happy pills again tommorow (:

specially for you

2009-08-13T08:19:00.000-07:00

yesterday was so kecorables!
didnt went to school because i woke up late.
actually planned to go bbdc to appeal my sonic.
but ended up, stuck at bb.
to be exact, outside dss.

met anis at bb after her school.
love wants to play her bike.
adviced before hand was 'gear tighten yesterday'
so love just played with her bike.
and snap goes the clutch cable.
anis was mad but it wasnt anybody's fault.

she called aman to help out.
and there we were, stucked.
5 people engaged to a small bike.
anis, love, aman, boy, wye & me sitting down like a princess.

i ordered pizza since everybody was hungry.
& there's these cats who always changes place to fuck!
after the bike was settled.
slacked and finish up those pizzas. (:

& today, attended lesson. did my work.
pissed off with classmates cause some of them were damn selfish.
but nevermind, they will go nowhere with that kind of attitude.
tmr, i will be having my phase test.
blurrr, not knowing anything. ala mampos!
suckers. & i found this at sheryl's blog.

proven that im the shortest?

after school, rushed to bb to meet love.
he told me that he had audition.
but ended up, he doesnt get to play.
so we planned to go pizza hut instead.
reached like 20 minutes late, the set lunch was over.

had second thoughts, we just dine in.
thanks to my cravings like forever.
& we ordered,

obviously bored waiting for the food. -___-

after appertizer (:

mine & love

during dinner, had a little tiff with love.
it was sad la, till i cried while eating.
& i just cant stop crying when love wiped off my tears.
having dinner without talking & laughing with the one i love?
its just awkward la for me.
the more he wiped, the more it falls.
plain manjer i should say -___-

& this touches me.
love cut the pepperoni to a heart shape in the middle of my pizza slice.
the purpose is, just to make me smile.
omg, i went gaga over that and almost not wanting to eat that.

while eating my ice cream, i realised,
LYSA HAD BEEN EATING PIZZAS like 3 days in a row?

baby stitch doesnt like mummy & daddy to fight (:

we're ok after our dinner.
smoked, proceed home.
silently top up love's prepaid.
and when im bathing, i just wanna end by saying,

eventhough it make use weeks of my colgates, w/o you life is meaningless.

shagged

2009-08-11T18:16:00.000-07:00

national day was celebrated at bp.
we had house warming and kenduri together.
was late for kenduri, but the food make me stay.
esp the prawns. yumyum.
upon reaching there, the place was kecoh as usual.
cause LYSA is there.

love went out with family during that day.
went to bedok to have dinner.
and then proceed to ecp arcade.
omg, im soo jealous ok at that point of time.
cause im addicted of playing arcade games.
esp with the girls. haha. and with love.
also wanting to get the toys for me.
& he finally got a small stitch after spending ten bucks.
great.

as promised, the 4 girls sleptover at jrg.
its more of a volunteering work i should say.
had mac for late night supper.
damn shagged la. regretted. but satisfying.
it all turned up like a brand new place.

nie pump minyak dulu sblom kejer.

ako la yang jadik spiderman pasal ako paleng keciq -__-

dapor yang tak ruper dapor.

it was 6 am when we started resting.
all of us were like banglas laying down evrywhere.
its damn tiring. and love was like not sleeping too,
waiting for me but ended up he fell asleep.

continue our job again and, we're hungry.
we had kfc chickens and pizza!
heaven siol. makan cam nak mampos.
we'll be back when everbody's free. esp me.

we're busy eating and this liitle kiddo haziq sleeping so peacefully. (:

now im plannig with love what to eat.
yumyum. ily (:
and i just finish chatting with yueli (anis friend)
she speaks malay. and she goes like this.
takot = takgoat
jahat = jaheart.
whatever makes you happy ok yueli.

i gtg now cause i think i will be late fetching love.
pizza hut here i come! imy love(:

Happy Birthday !!

2009-08-09T01:21:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps.
~aYuL~

Firstly i wanna say thanks to Neng. For changing the blogskin & all that.
InsyaAllah the blog would be mostly updated & there would be something to read.

Next up, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!
Look up to the National Day Message later on.
& the National Day parade at 615pm.

& happy birthday to cousin, ichaa.
The English-speaking girl.
The cake was nice. Yumyum.

Okayy. Byebye.
Thats all for today.
I LOVE MY PEOPLE !!

~Much Loves~
~aYuLySa~

happy birthdayss

2009-08-08T12:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

yesterday went to celebrate alysa's(idk how's her spelling) birthday.
that pretty little cute girl who doesnt know how to speak malay.
i asked her, lysa : "can i take a picture of you since you're the birthday girl?"
alysa: : "no, im shy." (biting her spoon)

so here it goes HAPPY ?? BIRTHDAY ALYSA! (:

upon reaching there, the kude kepang is already ending for the first session.
brought my junior boy to the playground.
now have a look at both of my sayangs.

yang si keciq baru bgn nenek kasik lollipop : yang si besar da buang terbiat.
after maghrib ended, we proceed back to the hall.
and the kude kepang start once again.
alot of people watched it.
can be said that yesterday's one was fun but scary.
almost all of the kromo's were mabok.
degel nak mampos. esp the monkeys.
i have video of the ciliks but dk if can be uploaded.
after the good show, slacked.
and father send me home.

now im really hoping that love would wake up before i go to bp.
and to love, please get back your cap from that mamat.
sickening uh!
till here then, imy (:

credits to neng

2009-08-07T23:54:00.000-07:00

wellwell, was shocked to see the skin was changed.
k i LOVE it. thanks neng, from the bottom of my heart.
da siket siket suda. sayer nie kan LYSA. hah!

since im pretty happy to see the skin like this, i'll start posting k should i?
if not. heh, i know what neng is gonna do.
finding the toolbar can be hard if you're blurr, like me.
but now, not anymore.

i'll start with yesterday, 070809, nice one.
was late for school as usual.
but teacher cant be bothered bout it since she was in a happy mood.
the motive for me going to school is because, i thought we're having our test yesterday.
as what teacher had tols uh on thursday.
only a bunch turn up.
upon reaching, mrs koh, aka our mother, gives us lollipops each.
i had three in total (:
then, she shooo all of us to the field and asked us to fly kite.
sometimes teachers just think that we're still primary school kids.
it was fun though if school were to be like this everyday.
we proceed to our so called like parade square and take pictures.
amd mother decided to treat us at the coffeeshop.
treating = free meals (:
and after the kite competition, i went off.

rushed home, and i fall asleep in the bus.
feel so gerek cause maybe i didnt have enough sleep.
since when lysa have.
met love at his home, and had my karipap.
the cravings are over (:

proceed to khatib next, nee soon?
love played takraw there, while i sleep.
super flat and didnt even bother about the takraw balls.

after lights off, love sent me to bb with ajul.
had a last minute plan to meet ati, din and jup.
din wanted to go karaoke since he was stressed.
love get to ride on jup's bike,
he just go :D by a spilt second evethough he's like fucking mad at me.
i know he cant wait to have one, saba eh.
love cabbed to bb mrt, & back to yishun.

we karaoked at cash box studio.
from 1 am to 4 am.
& im coughing, my voice sound like katak now.
but good one. cause its been a long time since i sang.
so next round, will be with skaki and love, (:
i'll upload the pictures at fb la eh.

now, planning with love whether to go to birthday party or not.
if go also watch kude kepang.
guess what neng, mangosteen in kitchen! yumyum.
till here (:

(:

2009-08-05T08:55:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeee~
~aYuL~
Now i know how to use the blog already.
Thanks to Anis. ((:
But still, i dont feel like blogging.
CAUSE NENG HAVENT HELP TO CHANGE THE BLOG PICS.
So, have to wait somemore.
Dont miss me. Bye.

boo ):

2009-08-03T07:46:00.000-07:00

BOO ~ NENG HAVENT CHANGE THE PICS.
I DONT WANNA BLOG. BYEBYE.
BONCET IS LOVED. OKAYY BYEBYE.
I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE BLOGGER ANYMORE LEIIS.
HOW TO CHANGE COLOUR ? HOW TO CHANGE SIZE ?
HAHAX. SO FUNNY. WHERE HAVE ALL THE TOOLBAR GONE TO ??

random

2009-06-30T11:50:00.000-07:00

this blog wont be updated unless by me. seriously idk what love had been doing. he wont update this blog until i do so. & neng, love wants the skin pics to be changed as soon as possible due to us wearing school uniform which is so the tak glamour.

lysa now is suffering from eating and sleeping disorder. she will only sleep for 2 to 3 hours and a maximum of 5 hours per day. not having meals cause she dont feel like eating. pfft. weird girl. but all she had been eating is just her mangosteen.

i wish i could follow my cousin fly to perth for a month or so. have a safe trip to and fro ok. back from brisbane make me love winter. i didnt sweat and suffer at night for feeling so hot.

now im having my stomach cramps which is so hhurtful. i wish love was here. i just couldnt sleep when you're not around. a moment ago, a was sound asleep while i was otf with love. a moment later when love hung up the phone, i was wide awake finding him. & now, i decide to blog. i called him again. but i think he was asleep eventhough he answered my call. its ok cause i understand that he's schooling tomorrow.

why am i soo pampered?

*any idea*

shopping spree

2009-04-18T09:18:00.000-07:00

ytd, went to bbdc and ive already booked three classes.

seriously im excited to get my license cause i wanna ride.

taking the public just make me sick cause im disturbed by what happened in the bus while im on my way to school.

i was sitting alone in the bus until the moment when this fat ass guy saw i was sitting alone.

he looked at me and then he decided to sit beside me.

the way he looked at me i felt disgusted.

im not trying to criticise fat people cause look whose talking.

but please take into consideration la. you have to think about the other party.

he snooze off straight away when he sat beside me.

i dont really mine if he wanna sleep cause im sleepy too.

so, along the journey, his hand hit my arm.

i was totally not comfortable.

so i msged love. believe it or not, i cried.

im not trying to be a cry baby but seriously, you dont know how disgusted i felt.

i decided to give him a stern look when he was awake.

after that moment, he sat at the edge of the chair.

somehow i felt that im kinda rude.

maybe he didnt do it on purpose? god only knows.

after schhol end i rushed to bb to meet ahh niece.

i asked teacher for early dismissal since there's nothing much for us to do for the first week.

so she was kinda lenient and let us dismiss early.

after allthose bookings, off to tw and met love.

spent time with him and together with his friends.

when i reached home, mother cooked lovely brownies for me.

yumyum!! i ate them with icecreams.

after having those brownies which makes my stomach go full, i fell asleep.

macam maner la tak boncet.

idk why i woke early today.

mother decided to bring me to town to buy me a bag as she already bought for my brothers those bag.

three of us are now using the same fourskin bag. red, black, and white.

i bought a new nike shoe cause my shoe is already tight! red, black and white too.

i really damn those air max and vans shoe! bloody hell. they dont have my size.

but its ok, i love my shoe.

little brother bought another hoody which is more of a raincoat? at flesh imp. but its kinda cool.

we had our lunch at ljs. yumyum!

while walking around at cineleisure, i saw this anklet which is simple but nice.

i decided to buy it for myself and love. little brother also bought it for himself and his gf i think.

and again, its red, black and white. haha.

now im at ibu nini's house.

decided to sleep here for today.

it was eleven went all of us was hungry.

we were all dressed in pyjamas and ready to sleep.

but we changed our mind.

since everybody were hungry, we drive to kings albert mac and drive thru.

haha. cuteness la going out with pyjamas.

people was like looking at us. aniway who cares.

now we are back home and im waiting for papa to reach home.

i wanna chat with him.

ily you alot.

come home soon.

im waiting.

double thumbsup

2009-04-16T10:17:00.000-07:00

i had total fun with love ytd.

we spent quality time together.

for your info papa, im not scared of you ok.

you're just a small of those little pieces.

baby ketek satu kalik melayang uh! hmph!

gua siket pon takder heran uh. tak gentar ar eh.

today was a bad start for school.

i shouldnt have do this.

but i just dont have the fucking mood uh.

i wont do it again.

meet love and he asked me to massage him.

tuh la. nak step macho kan angkat boncet.

hurhur. padan muker lu.

kalo tak kuat jgn nak step kuat ok!

after massaging love, we went to have lunch together with izhar.

i played takraw today. haha.

cute eh. and and had that wrestling fight with love again.

haiyak! tangkes! tangkes! amek kao.

and now my hands are having blueblacks. saket siol!

i feel kinda rich these few days.

haha. bhb sei. but whatever.

kachengs!! *eyerolls* i love that!

tmr im meeting ahh niece at bbdc and gotta book for those theory.

mummy give me money. surprising.

and there lysa goes grinning from ear to ear.

waiting for these sunday. it seems soooo long.

sending kak azi off to the airport cause she's flying to china for two months.

so cool huh doing attachments and internship overseas.

and after that, will meet love!

CAMWHORES! kan papa beli hp untok amek gambar baby. haha.

i sound happy here but actually my tears are rolling.

where are you love, leaving me alone while you're asleep?

hais. i couldnt sleep eventhough ive tried.

papa will be real mad if he know im not sleeping.

i'll better get going.

i love you and only you!

muacks!

happy froggy (:

2009-04-15T07:04:00.000-07:00

whoosh ~ !

holla people !

~aYuL~

im oh-so happy today !

& what else could be the reason.

i spent good quality time with LOVE.

met her at cck mrt station.

then lepak with her & her fren.

then went lunch with baby.

then;

BLAHBLAHBLAH.

& here comes the most fun moment.

we wrestled , fight , sparred.

hahax. so fun.

grr , gua daa blg sama luu , dont mess with me.

hahax. really had lots lots of fun.

the bestest move was to carry her over my shoulder.

& there she goes.

''BABY TAKOT !! NAK TURON !! BABY TAKOT !!''

hahahahax. so fun. so dont mess with me BABY.

then we ate crunchie & then went home. (:

BABY;

even though i keep winning when we wrestle,

i still love u though. but still, dont mess with me. grr !

hahax. enjoyed today lots !!

love u love u love u. (:

mmuuaaacckkxx !

signing off ,

~aYuL~

-aYuLySa-

since 2007.

school starts

2009-04-14T06:08:00.000-07:00

now i have the opportunity to update so i will.

seriously many things had happen.

i shouldnt elaborate.

but the one i should congrat is for dss mcs.

they got gold for the syf.

the worst thing is, i already start my school.

it was like damn far and i have to bare with it for two years.

well basically why im willing to travel every morning all the way to tampines is because i wanna have a good cert since i cant enter poly.

i wanna have a good life with love in the future.

like we had promise each other to work hard now in order to enjoy later.

its not that bad as we think that we couldnt meet each other.

at least for now im able to meet him after my school even though its only a short while.

asal nampak muker ngan lepas kan rindu ok la tuh.

papa misses those kids more than he miss me. )':

i know its very sad but i cant do anything.

two days had past going to school.

and for both days im late. wth.

as for tmr i need to go out like at 615am? wth. cause i start at fucking 8.

nevermind. i shouldnt complaint.

and i already know when is my hols.

yeahness. im so happy. argh!!!

shhhsss. suppose to be a secret. haha

well love, we'll find a week to go out with those kids ok.

i know you miss them damn lots.

but i know you'll always miss me.

now im off to feed boncet.

papa ask me! ):

piggy lazy piggy !

2009-04-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

pssssstt !!

~aYuL~

hey people , actually rite.

just now i feel like blogging.

but now rite. so lazy already uh.

aww , too bad.

ya'll gonna miss my blogging again.

ehkz wait , now i feel like blogging already.

but then again , lazy uh.

i just have to say this to my baby.

(even though its so hard for her to read this , pfft )

oh , she start school already btw. DUH , who doesnt noe.

BABY ;

ur holiday has ended. & its the start of ur new school life.

we may not meet as usual. but these are challenges that we have to face.

i wuld always worry about where u are , what ur doing , who u with.

& even who u mix with. but i'll stay positive.

study well & we'll live well. u noe it.

so , gd luck in ur new school & studies.

& remember my heart is always with u.

I LOVE YOU , BONCET. & I WILL ALWAYS DO.

okayy ! im done. LURH , last2 blog jugak. MANGKOK YOYON.

okayy. my piggy mode is back.

byebye ppl. :D

oh , i noe im swiit. (;

i always am. hurhur. ;D

signing off ,

AYULYSA

~since 2007~

no matter how hard we fight ;

its never bringing us down ;

its just making us stronger.

being far apart doesnt pull us down ;

how we react towards it that matters ;

close ur eyes & keep this in mind ;

THINK OF OUR LOVE , IT MAKES US CLOSER.

LOVE YOU BON BON BONCET ! (:

i know ya'll miss me :D

2009-03-31T05:32:00.000-07:00

heyhey everyone !

~aYuL~

aww, i noe ya'll miss me alot. since i've been missing from blogging.

dont worry. im still alive & here i am.

im not gonna blog alot today coz i still feel a bit lazy.

so im just gonna highlight a few things today.

-lysa enrolled for motor license.

-passed eye check thanx to anis specs. (thanx shawty !)

-lysa was sick for a few days.

thats all ? i think.

heh. lazy lahx.

i noe ya'll miss me. but next tiime okayy ? hahax.

wah wah. its been so long.

im gone from this blog.

got people call me KUDUT somemore. very good.

hmph. but maybe KUDUT is implying to FINA.

so im fine with it. :D

ouh yar. there's somebody called AJEN.

who wants to be linked.

but i dont know how leiis. how ?

so NENG ! if u are reading this , DO YOUR JOB ! hahax.

okayy. thats all for today.

byebye okamotos !

~much loves~

aYuLySa

sine 2007.

belated birthday treat

2009-03-19T09:28:00.000-07:00

since im long gone, alot of things happen.

basically happy stuff.

had been spending time of course with papa.

how sweet can a girlfriend be. sacrifices, thats about it.

few days back, love was sick.

i was afraid at how shagged he was.

he kept vomitting like a merlion.

ouh gosh, i felt like crying at the same time worried like hell.

that day, was supposed to accompany him to his jamming practice.

so i did, but it turned out to be bad day.

when i already met him, he told me he wasnt feeling well.

the day goes by and it became worst.

how lovely can i be to wait for him for hours all alone.

being a lovely and caring deary, i dont mind doing all that cause im SINCERE.

accompanied him cause he really need me to be by his side.

i give you strength right? though he's still stubborn.

punyer la manjer biler saket!! grrr! bite you.

you can call me gundu head for all i care, but i know you're double gundu than me!

i know you misses at how i carry you right? strong boncet.

& to ahh niece, da baper bnyk kali da paitao! grrr.

have yet to watch slumdog, left with like 30 mins?

let just start off with today.

actually as planned was to meet ahh niece, but since she paitao again so only meet love.

already reached cck when chykka called, brother wants to treat me for my belated birthday.

so he let me choose where i wanna dine.

as for westmall, of course i choose swensen's.

i had my personal favourite, chilli fish pasta & cookies summit. yummy!

this treat was supposed to be secret though from mums. haha.

thanks brother!

met lovely outside westmal with paie.

cycling from cck to bb? siao.

had a ride with brother to my place & meet love there.

slacked for a while & here i am at home.

right now im currently chatting with love.

for god's sake im not scolding you.

why the hell i wanna fuck you when all you did was nothing.

i was just joking, sorry if it sound so real.

yeah, im rude, like fucking rude.

but seriously, i didnt mean it.

& im addicted with y8. yeah childish gundu.

my papa look soo cute. well, another day tmr, meet papa.

hey papa & paie, i'll bring the lemon tea ok? haha.

cuteness.

i wonder am i being too pampered?

or just a spoilt adolescent

am i cruel enough not to give love a minute to even breath?

having had time even when getting me to sleep

meeting you everyday with you sacrificing,

but sometimes i just dont realise it.

am i plainly stubborn?

or worst still just a burden.

idk, cause i've tried but i couldnt.

help me?

love papa (:

legally 18! (:

2009-03-11T20:21:00.000-07:00

finally reached 18 have yet to take my license that ive been waiting for.

i really hoped that money could just fall from the sky.

but sad to say that wont happen.

due to money constraint, i'll get my license late.

and yeah, i hope that my parents could at least sponsor me. hais.

forget it.

yesterday i had a wonderful day.

morning spent the time with love.

and night with my girls.

i've been waiting for their wishes but none of them did.

only after ati msged me to come over her house like almost everyday.

actually i wanted to go home cause i have a bad headache.

but she phsyco me like crazy.

cuteness! thanks girls for the lil surprise.

really dont expect any surprise but i appreciate it alot.

i'll upload the pictures when i get them soon.

have yet to celebrate my birthday with the others. wweeeee~~

fun fun fun.

i miss my papa!

11th March (:

2009-03-11T04:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BONCET !!

I LOVE U SO MUCH !

GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS !

MUACKX! MUACKX! MUACKX!

~aYuL~

randomly inspired

2009-03-02T06:14:00.000-08:00

sadly to pronounce, i cant be updating.

i no longer have laptop at home to use, so shahrul will be the one doing all the upd

atings.

like now, i have the chance do so.

last sunday, was out with fam.

didnt meet papa cause he had to attend his cousin's wedding.

so endured by not meeting papa & talked on the phone at night.

today, met papa after his school.

was surprised chykkash was there when i reach.

tmr planned to go for job interviews cause i need work desperately.

after that fetched papa after school.

seriouslu i dont know what to update.

k bye.

kater penutop : ako sayang papa

i miss you , baby.

2009-03-01T07:28:00.000-08:00

heyhey people.

~aYuL~

today ;

went to a wedding.

the greatest part of it was the ghostbuster's convoy.

& they opened poems while the kompang were playing.

its an eye opener. fun fun.

okayy , todays gonna be just a short post coz i dont feel like blogging actually.

but i dont want the blog to look dead.

im gonna upload yesterdays pic maybe tomorrow.

i miss baby alot.

like alot. more den alot.

hope to see u soon my dear angel.

love u. muackx.

thats all for today.

much loves

~aYuLySa~

since 2007.

kompang (:

2009-02-26T09:40:00.000-08:00

today, i woke up kinda late & i was late for meeting papa. he was already outside of school waiting for me. received his msg asking me to wear my shoe as he had his kompang practice today. as soon as i reached bb, it was like raining cats and dogs man! brrr. went to the place where papa asked me to met but in the end i sat at another voiddeck cause i cant see papa due to my poor eyesight. haha! papa and me was drenched cause we ran in the rain. how cute to see each other soaking wet with our clothes on. i was feeling kinda uncomfortable, same goes with papa. but we endure. sweet sweet love! love you sexy.

went in to school after that. i was freezing cold leaning against the wall where i used to be in the past 5 years. the school which i stepped in every single weekdays. how much i missed it now. the years when i get to know papa and spending my ssecondary life with him. when i was looking at papa instructing those mischievious boys, im the one who felt impatient. i wonder how patient he could be not to scream at those guys. im sure if it was me, they will get whole lot of screaming until everyone quit joining it. but whatever it is, papa, i know its even harder for you to take care of only me right? haha. thanks alot. ily. as i stared at papa through his practice, omg! how adorable is he. a guy who is capable of doing almost anything. woohoo! jealous girls?

as the guys was having their breaks, i played a game with papa. i was kinda bored + totally cold + act-cool-face, started to act smart. i took a couple of pingpong ballsss and let it bounce on the kompang. but eventually papa joined just to entertain his baby. they start their practice again and this time i joined in! i swear i knew how to play the terus ok papa! its fun! i enjoyed it. dont worry papa. you're a capable leader i believe. just be strong and be optimistic like you always do cause i really believe that you can do it papa. im always here by your side.

ANNOUNCEMENT ANNOUNCEMENT! lysa will be your dearest photographer on this sat. but ... im gonna take only my pictures! wak wak wak. hurhur. while walking, i complaint to papa that my shoe is already tight! )': i didnt know my feet was that small. haha. cute right papa!

slacked with my dearest ati until 1045 and went home for my wicked aura battucada! woohoo! mak, lysa nak jelly!

kater penutop : papa! ily!

2009-02-26T08:08:00.000-08:00

yawyawyaw ~

~aYuL~

today (260209) ;

Had kompang training after school.

It didnt went great. But atleast its oookkayy.

Attendance was perfect , learning not bad & execution quite good.

Hopefully it'll turn out great , the performance , this sat.

Im not hoping for it to be perfect. But just fine.

Im excited , but at the same time , afraid too.

That things might just screw up.

& as the leader , i'll have the thinking that ,

DAMN , im not a capable leader. Well , lets just wait & see.

Oh , & baby accompanied me during kompang. (:

Yup i met baby, like i usually do.

& today , she said that her feet was getting bigger.

Hahax. From a size 4 to a size 5. I wasnt impressed.

But it was cute though. Heh. Love u baby. (:

& on sat she's gonna be a PHOTOGRAPHER !

Which she said that she's only gonna take pics of herself. Pfft. :D

OKAYY ! NOW COMES THE PART I'VE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO !

WICKED AURA BATUCADA !! :D

Believe me , they are the best performers ! & they entertain people like hell !
They really know how to make the crowd go wild.
I dont wanna sound like a gay , but i love them !!
If u have not watch them , go & watch !
I assure u that u will never regret !
During countdown , they performed at CHIJMES.
So if u people had gone there to watch them, its a better option than watching fireworks !
BUT , my favourite , is the bass guy. HARDY. Here's a lil bit abt him.

Getting his first taste of what was going to be an integral part of his life playing drums in his school’s marching band, Hardy then joined the Singapore Armed Forces military band during his National Service, formed bands like Iron Fist, Punchline, Feizfonik and Aegyptie, banging the drums to ol’skool heavy metal, funkrock and nu-skool rock. Playing with various bands including By Definition (Champions, ‘Live the Dream’ 2007), entertaining club-goers at major nightspots with latin, rock, pop and top 40’s music, contributes to expanding his already diverse drumming style - known for his hard pounding strokes much as a result of his heavy metal roots.
Hardy spreads his love as a drum and percussion instructor for Arts Aesthetics Programs in local schools and as instructor for Singapore Management University’s ‘Samba Masala’ - a Brazilian inspired percussions group. Honing his skills in graphic design since graduating from a design school, mostly as ‘resident’ designer for Wicked Aura, he’s also the man behind the re-vamped Wicked Aura logo who continues to create art as a freelance graphic designer.

I personally think that he's a wacky guy with a cool performing skills & appearance.

So , RESPECTS to WICKED AURA BATUCADA !

& ofcoz , my last words for the day.

I LOVE U SO MUCH BABY BONCET ! :D
Muackx !

Much Loves
~aYuLySa~
since 2007.

pamperedly loved!

2009-02-25T05:34:00.000-08:00

nowadays im always feeling happy and gay cause basically i had fun time with papa. ytd, met papa after his sports heat at cck stadium and off to cck to meet chykkash for lepaking. & for few hours papa went home. i headed to bb to slack with my dearest skaki. not all though. only me, neng & ati. and reached home 11 plus. chatted & talk with papa. how pity my papa having diarrhoea. i felt like crying cause he suffered from the stomachache & i fell asleep eventually infront of the laptop after papa went to bed.

today, met papa and chykkash & we went keat hong to eat. lepak and went home after that. sorry ira i didnt go neng's house and lepak cause im feeling kinda sleepy and i was asleep in the bus. it was damn cold. at that moment, i wish papa was there beside me so he could cuddle me tight while i take my nap. aww, adeq nor was reading this and she said 'awww, how sweet'. even my younger sister know im totally in love. now, im currently chatting with of course papa, neng and fina. and look at this.
i know we are pretty girls. thank you. haha.

i dont know tmr i get to meet papa or not. but whatever it is. ILY papa. talk to you later!

greatness (:

2009-02-23T09:29:00.000-08:00

i get some beauty sleep of less then an hour before meeting papa. it was 7 when he texted me. worried thinking about i would meet him or rather not. i came up to surprise him since we had cold war ytd morning. we mend those fightings up & today, thank god, it turns out to be great.

meet with another bimbo couple, chykkash. we add it up together, we had total fun. wont explain much cause i'll let the pictures do the talking.

waiting for our damn bus ride

& finally up in the bus with our damn attitude

hell yeah, we had fun for both ayulysa & chykkash. well, there's something interesting happening between both couples. both ladies are sisters. but, both birthday of the gentlemens happen to fall on the same date. so we will have douple fun & double happiness on that day. yeah. enough bout that. now back to ayulysa.

i was damn happy eventhough im tired basically because i spend my whole day with papa. when i reached home, straight away on the lappy to wait for papa, but i was asleep. wagaga. you can see at the post below. i just love you la papa. cause you're sooo sweet la can? haha. i'll end this up to show you how much i really love you papa. sleeptight sexy. (:

imy lots sweetheart. MUACKS!

ayulysa since 2007

yaaaawwwnnn !!

2009-02-23T05:59:00.000-08:00

hey hey you you !!

~aYuL~

today;

i spent time with my baby , lots of time.

it was a happy day. a great day to be precise.

spent great quality time with my baby.

then reached home at ard 7. bathed.

& den straightaway switch on the lappy.

coz baby said she'd be online. but den. hurhur.

adek nor told me that she was sleeping.

pfft. sleepy angel. hahax. (:

so , while waiting for her to wake up from her beauty sleep,

i decided to edit our newly created facebook acct.

it is a shared acct for us. so do add up at ;

shahrul_619_hiphop@hotmail.com

and when im done editing ,

this is what i did. i played this cool game.

its called pet society. i tink its so cute. & im gonna love playing the game. my pet name is BONCET !(:

so , while i was playing the game , baby woke up.so i stopped & chatted with my darling pwincesh.this is what she looks like after waking up.

but pity her. after waking up , she is still yawning.heh heh.baby lion RRROOOOAAAARRR !!

& while i was blogging , look.i captured this pic.

hurhur. sleepy baby. hahax. (:

cute aint she. heh. i love her so much.

thats all for today.

thanx for reading people !

much loves

~aYuLySa~

since 2007.

i love mY boncet (:

2009-02-22T04:57:00.001-08:00

hey hey ppl !!
~aYuL~

firstly , lets thank NENG for FINALLY editing this blog.
hahax. last2 tk buey jugak. (:
thanx NENG !

okayy,i'll go straight to the point for today's post.
yup, i chatted with baby & we took pictures.

i dint know how to do it & baby taught me.

& i finally knew how to do it. so cool. hahax.

In this pic , i asked her to smile. But she ended up with a STOINKY face. hahax.

& lastly ,

she smiled. (:

I LOVE MY BONCET ! (:

thats all for todays post. gonna contine chatting with my pwincesh.

bye ppl !

Much Loves~aYuLySa~since 2007

happy kid

2009-02-22T03:32:00.000-08:00

this will be the second time im posting for today basically because im a happy kid. i get to talked to papa when he woked up and chat with him after that. &, we took pictures. caught yar! while waiting for him to wake up, i kill my time watching winter sonata. chelin is so fucking busted. she's a stupid bitch. i bet peleq & neng only know what im talking about! hurhur. and here goes the pictures!

cuteness (:

imy prince

2009-02-21T19:43:00.000-08:00

finally for ages, & now im back. good morning everyone. let's started it off by saying, thank you neng for changing everything for me. credits to my little dearest. right now im waiting for papa to wake up.
ytd, accompanied him to school cause he had to practice for his kompang. th reason why i accompanied was because i could meet him. eventhough i knew it wasnt long but atleast, i could still meet him. in the evevning, father fetched him & thats when i started missing him sooo much. i called peleq to lepak but she said she was going out, so i called up neng. &, went straight heading to her place. i called papa twice before i reached neng's place but the bloody phone was spoilt. there goes my 20 cents.
upon reaching neng's place, called papa immediately. & he was already proceeding to go to jb. aww. it makes me sad. slacked at neng's place & peleq came over sinced she was laft behind by her family.
0015 hours, we left neng's place. while waiting for papa to reach home, i decided to watch winter sonata. it kinda hooked me. 0114 hours papa entered singapore. i tried calling him but it was noisy so i planned to call him when he reach home. when he already reached home, i was asleep. i woke up 45 mins later but when i called, papa didnt picked up. so i started crying cause i miss him soo much.
im supposed to be going jb today but instead i stayed at home cause i havent get to talk to papa. wake up soon papa! imy.
ayulysa since 2007

starting to blog , NENG bueyy.

2009-02-20T03:22:00.000-08:00

hey hey people !

~ayul~

okayy !! im starting to blog back (:

coz switching on the laptop with nothing to do is so damn BBBOOORRRIINNGG ! hurhur.

im not exactly sure whether there's anyone reading it.

but , SO WHAT. i just need something to do.

BUT PLEASE , IF U WANNA LEAVE A TAG , LET IT BE NICE.

I BET U DONT LIKE IF PEOPLE START RUINING UR BLOG WITH SOME CRUDE MSGS. :D

todays post is gonna be about NENG.

this girl is part of SKAKI , a bunch of lovely girls.

she told me she could help me in re-doing this blog & make it new.

with new skin & change picture. BUT the only thing she did was CHANGE SONG ! grr.

i asked her for her help coz basically i dint noe how to do it.

the only thing i noe about blogs is to POST ! hurhur.

so NENG , this post is for u. BBBUUUUUEEEEYYY !!! hahax (:

the most greatest part about today is ;

KES DAA TUTOP ! woohoo. now i can put my mind at ease.

for all those people. STOP ruining my life.

one way of doing that ? try getting a life (:

okayy bay bay ?

how could i forget ;

in every post I wuld say this.

I LOVE U SITI NURKHALISAH BTE HUSIN ! <3

2008-11-06T09:45:00.000-08:00

WHOOSH!

~aYuL~

haiis. This blog.

What can i say? I dont even know.

It seems so empty. Well,it is EMPTY.

Im just posting cause i have NOTHING TO DO.

& even the font isnt like normal. Its kinda BIG.

Dont think LYSA BABY would blog anymore.

UNLESS,she gets her own laptop.

GRR! Kecoh lahx. wth? <-- ignore this line thank you.

i seem to be,err,not in this world most of the time.

I think so,am i? Urgh.Im thinking about HER.

& who else if not my SWIIT LIL ANGEL,LYSA.

She's haveing her beauty sleep now.

& as usual,im waiting for her to wake up.

ive been consuming LOTS of COFFEE these past few days.

& the bitterness in coffee is not as bitter as the downs in our life.

Agree? Hmph. Does that even make sense? ouh wth.

Who cares? Nobody's reading this blog anyway.

hmm.

Ya'll know,its frustrating to think about my DARLA,when i know;

somehow,my ANGEL is the HARD TIME of her life.

WE,are going through it together,the hard times.

Ouh wth,wad can i say.

Or wad am i saying?

I think im POSTING like a fool now.

Like a STUPID ass who doesnt know what he's doing.

But hell,sometimes i wished i was STUPID.

So as NOT to OFFEND anybody.

& practically the main point is,

So that my ANGEL would go through a much happy life.

I shall not go on,cause i tink,

I'm spouting nonsense. wth,wth,wth.

~END~

baby;

I wont leave you okayy.

I love u so much.

We'll go through ups & downs together.

I'll always be there for you aitez.

LYSA IS LOVED BY ME.

& I WONT CHANGE THAT.

~aYuLySa~

since 2007.

YOU SAID SHE WAS BLINDED IN HER HEART & MIND,

BUT IN WHAT TERMS DID YOU JUDGE HER?

YOU COULD BLAME ME. JUST ME.

THATS HOW FAR YOU CAN GO. DONT BLAME HER.

IF YOU SAY YOU'RE HURT,WELL,

I AM BRAVE ENOUGH TO SAY I AM EQUALLY HURT,

BY YOUR ACTIONS.

BUT,ITS FINE. JUST LET ME BE THE ONLY ONE HURT.

I DONT EVER WANT HER TO FEEL HURT.

THAT'S ALL I AM ASKING FOR.

I BEG YOU. PLEASE.

~AYUL WILL ALWAYS LOVE LYSA~

2008-10-27T00:26:00.000-07:00

Wassabobeyy peoples! hahax.

~aYuL~

This blog is getting rusty that it could be nominated for BEST HALLOWEEN BLOG.

I dont exactly know what im trying to say. But who cares.

Lysa has been so busy that she has no time to update.

& me,since the ''so whatever'' incident happened in this blog,

I felt lazy to update. Pathetic siia. Hmph.

I dont know why I keep wanting to say PATHETIC. Ouh WTH.

PATHETIC, PATHETIC, PATHETIC.

& now, I dont even know what to say.

Okayy then. Thats all.

Ouh yar, happy deepavali !! Haha.

Esp to my baby keling. (:

I MISS LYSA ALOT ALOT!!!

MUACKX!

Much Loves

~aYuLySa~

since 2007.

2008-10-10T08:52:00.000-07:00

lysa here. my study break is bad. seriously. too many distraction. selamat hari rayer people. && i got my tongue pierced today. && its kinda painful. but.. endurance. hurhur. & baby scares me to death. fuck it. i hate that ok. im soo not gonna eat.

k whatever. hmph. im kinda moodless cause im in deep thoughts. all by my own. & hais. it sucks. whatever.

2008-10-10T07:57:00.000-07:00

whoosh!

im back! ~aYuL~

err. i think that my intro is cool.

aww. but wtf.

heyhey. its been a long time people!

actually im not in a good mood, but I shouldnt let it affect my post.

SO THAT MY BABY WOULD SMILE READING IT. (=

while we're gone,there's alot of things that happened.

but AS USUAL,i cant remember everything.

so i'll just type out everything i remember.

Firstly,

I wanna say SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.

Jikalau AYUL ada terkasar bahasa ker,tersinggung kan prasaan,

Maafkan yer. Dan harap halalkn makan minum AYUL ehkz.

This message above is for those who are in good terms with me.

So,to ALL those BITCHES out there.

Who has been trying to break me and baby apart,

Just fuck off. Cause ya'll aint ever needed.

MOVE BITCH, GET OUT THE WAY!

Next;

Exams are over! Yay!

Just hope that the results would be not EXCELLENT,not GREAT.

but JUST RIGHT. I just need to make it to sec 4. so PLS!

Finally;

Today,haiis.

Decided to pierce my tongue.

So I did.

BUT! I fainted when the needle was poke thru.

For a second,I felt like i died.

Luckily im fine and still living.

Im so damn stupid. I know I am scared of needles since small.

BUT YET! I was stubborn and wanted to try.

And the worse happened.

So after today,I have made up my mind:

I WILL NEVER PIERCE IN MY WHOLE LIFE!

TO BABY;

I am sorry,dear. If i have given u a hard time just now.

I merely wanted to try cause I know u want to pierce your tongue.

And im sorry if I made you so damn worried and panic.

Though,I realised in my fainting moments.

How panicked u were,calling everyone to come and help in my situation.

Sorry,syg.

LYSA IS LOVED BY ME & NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT!

Okayy.

Thats all peeps.

TC. MUCH LOVES.

~aYuLySa~

since 2007.

2008-09-30T00:20:00.000-07:00

hollaholla.

aYuL here.

Today;

Went to geylang and went home late.

So slept at 5 am.

And woke up at 730.

Here comes the worst part. Today was my Chemistry paper.

And it starts at 8. I was already late. Like wtf.

So washed up fast & got father to send me.

Luckily I was in time for the paper.

& I think Im gonna fail anyways.

Cause I was like zzZZZ during half of the paper.

I couldnt do it cause didnt revise. I tried though.

Cause baby asked me to. Hmm.

And after paper,slacked with friends.

Went onto an adventurous trip and ventured the jungle. Hahax.

Laugh Laugh Laugh,Walk Walk Walk.

& then went home.

The saddest thing about today is that I couldnt meet baby.

Mother never let her go out. Its a sad,sad situation.

Am currently missing baby right now.

Hope to meet her soon.

Baby told me not to be sad because tomorrow RAYA.

This is what she said.

''Nak mintak maaf nanti daa lahx sedih lagik.

So tkmo lahx sedeh. I also miss u''

Swiit uh baby? Love you truckloads.

Baby;

I really really miss u alot!!

Hope to see you soon.

Much loves syg.

Muackx!

aYuLySa

since 2007

2008-09-26T06:39:00.000-07:00

i was late for fetching baby today so i met him straight at cck instead. i didnt know why but i felt different today. i really dunno why. im damn worried when i graduated from school. see for example like today. baby got anotehr problem which he didnt find any fault. i dunno whats with teachers' nowadays. really cant see that the student is changing is t? like baby had said. he's a hypocrite. fuck it. just wait whats gonna happen. i hope everythings fine for baby. fuck uh.

slack with baby till evening. but when i reached home we had a slight cold war. its all misunderstanding la and i already feel like crying. i just cant la when those things happen. i get very sensitive these few days. tak lei kene siket. my face will sulk and baby knows how cause i like to show him that face. and ... he will hug me tightly after that. i feel supeeeeeeeeeeer comfortable can. im too fucking pampered. even i have my own ass to sit. i still cant. i will always find baby's lap to sit on. thats why i love my baby sooooo much cause he gave me what i want most of the time. but doesnt mean he did that i step over his head like go overboard ok. i still respect him as my husband mans. i have my limits. i still need to listen to baby. evnthough he told me im very degil but i dont think so. nyiahaks.

i cant really control my emotions nowadyas. especially when im online with my small small neng. haa. cool kan. macam gerek gituk eh. she understand me real well. like partners in crime. haha. kepale otak partners in crime. yela sangat. haha. when to meet you again. haha. shhhhs.

i know baby is real mad at me now. i thought of surprising him with an update. but what the hell. foget it suda. no longer a surprise. ako yang kene surprise. padan muker ko lysa. no mood. ....

2008-09-25T09:51:00.000-07:00

YO!

~aYuL~ here.

Exams started. It was english paper.

And the paper was quite hard.

Like FUCK!

I did my best though. Hoping that I would pass.

Baby picked me up after school.

Swiit uh baby. Love you!

Spend time with baby.

Then went home.

Baby,

I know the feeling sucks.

I felt it before and you told me that it was a stupid and meaningless feeling.

So I GOT OVER IT. I trust you and I trust that you are being faithful to me.

So if i can,so you MUST!

Its just a stupid feelings lahx syg.

I am being FAITHFUL to you. I've proven to you my love for you.

All I am asking is to believe in it and trust the love.

There's no point brooding over the feeling.

PLEASE get over it LIKE I DID.

I love you Mrs aYuL!

Tc. MUch loves baby.

Muackx!

~aYuLySa~

since 2007

2008-09-24T09:30:00.000-07:00

yawyaw.

aYuL here.

Waited so long until I gt to use this fucking lappy.

Managed to use it and now here I go.

Today;

It was raining fucking heavily lahx.

And I was drenched so badly.

Luckily Alep father send us to school.

It was so cold and I was shivering like wtf.

Didnt meet baby in the morning cause was sent straight to school.

Baby was goin to school late as it was her last day.

So yup,she passed the sweater to Meng. So that he could pass it to me.

Thanks baby for bringing me the sweater.

And syg, that BITCH was like coming to me with a pathetic sad face.

I didnt want to give it to her. Cause its my baby's.

My baby's for fucks sake!

But I didnt know why I gave it to her.

Maybe its because Im too soft hearted.

I hate myself for being soft hearted baby.

I know I made you angry. Im sorry. ):

And then school. *blahblahblah*

School ended. And spent time with baby.

Before I start blabbering,I just wanna say that the latest 2 post by baby really touches me.

Haiis. Where should I start.

Well today was baby's graduation day. And im feeling sucky over it.

School wouldnt be the same anymore without baby.

I cant be quietly spying on her when she's in class.

Disturbing her. Spending recess with her.

Forcing her to eat and all that.

We wouldnt be spending much time together soon.

One word. FUCK.

I am really not use to her not being close to me.

Oh well. I'll just treat this as a challenge in our LOVE story.

And baby. The story is so not related to you lahx.

Im not even popular amongst girls. And Im sure we have THE TRUST between us.

You rarely show egoism nowadays.

And I know your feelings.

I know as and when you feel jealous!

The only thing related was you PRETENDING and HIDING your TRUE FEELINGS.

I dont think that should happen.

Cause we need to be honest and straightfoward when it comes to emotions.

No more feigning of ignorance and pretendance baby.

And yeahx. I still remember the song that I composed.

And it goes something like this.

"yawyaw. Kid Diamond. Yup Im back.

This song goes out to all my besties.

Lysa,Shi Yan,Doris,Young Nabz,Khairul Fuckface. Yup!

We were just strangers before we knew each other.

Never we expect that e could have each others shoulder.

Obstacles that come by we dint even bother.

We went through it all like sisters and brothers.

Even though sometimes all of us may fight,

We could feel that something in our if wasnt right.

There would be something that says in our heart,

Guys no matter what,

We shouldnt be apart.

A strong sense of friendship is what we all had.

All of s made sure that no one as sad.

Cheering me up and makin me smile,

All this memories would stay a long while.

Thank you my bestie(x2)

Thank you my bestie,my bestie wo wo.

I love u guys(x2)

I love u guys,love u guys love u guys!.''

And then *blahblahblah*.

Hurhur. Really baby.

Especially the memories between me and u in our sec school life.

It would be forever. Im glad you didnt cry when I played that song.

You know I dont like to see u cry.

Cause we are still together right syg.

And we will be,FOREVER.

Cause i'll remember the promise we made to each other.

Wow,I realise that things change as time goes by without knowing it.

Every moment is much appreciated and remembered.

Exams are like erm. Later??? wtf!.

And ive not even prepared.

Thanks baby.

Good Luck for your upcoming o as well,darla.

Must do well okae.

Go to POLY. You can do it!

I'll try to work my ass off.

So that I would be promoted.

Lets chiong and make our parents proud baby!

Lets go. G. O. GO!

.The End.

Much Loves

aYuLySa

since 2007.

And our lovestory never ends.

In fact,it blossoms. (:

2008-09-24T05:42:00.000-07:00

didnt get to talk to baby yesterday cause i was kinda lethargic. but called baby around 4 in the morning. ouh gosh. how cruel am i to disturb my baby's beauty sleep. aww. but he answered my call though. bad lysa. i just need him so badly. hmmph.

today started with a raining day. as planned yesterday was supposed to meet baby before he went to school cause i decided to enter school late since it was the last day of school for me. but plans changes in the end. baby was send straight to school with alep, & my dear shiyan had to reach school early because of that powerpoint. so left me & doris. passed hoody to amer since baby was soo cold cause he was drench. poor baby.

i was very happy and sad at the same time cause it was the last day i spent my time in my lovely classroom. i was happy cause we took alotalot of pictures. but something ruin my mood after that. i was like fucking mad when i saw a bitch wore my bloody hoody that i lend baby. only my friends know how angry i felt that point of time. all i wanted to do is to snatch my hood away. fucking girl! bitch. texted baby but his phone was like dead. hmph.

im sooo waiting for his calls and messages right now. i dunno exactly where he is thanks to his phone. thanks eh pasal buat prangai phone. siak tol.

i read this book and i find it interesting. and the story goes something like this .. there's a girl named, lucy,who is undergoing her teenage years. she entered a new school because her parents moved to a new state. no one wanted to make friends with her except for this guy named, andy. andy somehow felt that lucy is someone unique. they got close each and everyday until they fall deeply in love and when they spend their first night together, they promised to hold on that relationship forever. however lucy didnt truely trust andy because of her egoism. andy is popular among the girls in high school. andy doesnt really know how lucy felt. lucy felt jealous everytime girls lingers around andy. but lucy pretend and paste a fake smile on her face everytime but she had grudges in her heart. .. im sooo looking forward to read this book because somehow its related to me though. hais.

and this story reminds me of bitch that i hate most. i just dunno why but im sorry baby. urgh. she's just too unlucky that i hate her. what more to see her bloody slutty face. make me wanna slap her fucking face. EEEW! stop it stop it stop it lysa. enough.

btw baby i wanna wish you the bestest of luck for your EOY which startss tomorrow. i really want you to do well ok. prove mother and father that you can promote. do me proud baby please. and me too. i gotta chiong for the last time. like i've said i wanna make my mother proud cause i've disappoint her alot of times. & since your father also asked me to buck up since i wanna enter poly sooo much. i dunno why im thinking lotsa shit in my mind cause prolly imysm & im worried sick about you. where you baby? )':

much loves AYULYSA

since 2007

2008-09-23T04:33:00.000-07:00

tomorrow will be my last day in school. days will be so different after that. why the hell i said that is because .. on mondays baby wont be fetching me anymore. no more going to school together. no more eating together during recess. baby buying for me food. feeding me. forcing me to eat my fucking meals. meeting baby after school. sending me home. spending most of my time with him. having him to spy on my during my lessons. having him to shout at me outside my classroom while im sleeping asking me to bloody wake up and study. meeting baby in between lessons. having him shouting to mr ang that im playing games during his lesson. having him talking to mdm khong to be strict on me. with mr rani telling me not to let father come down to school because of baby mischievious behaviour. having mr rani telling me to meet baby earlier to school so we wont be late like everytime. having mr koh telling me to take good care of baby. hmph. mans. im just gonna miss all those things that i do with baby in school. its like all the teachers know that we're together. cool huh. im fucking gonna miss you like 9876421987651789x. doesnt mean we're no longer in the same school we wont meet each other right? its just that we have lesser time together. i have my school and you have your Os to concentrate on. i need you to study hard baby. dont just depend on me.

as for my friends out there. we will be going on our separate ways too. no more laughter like we use to have. being united as one that most class envy. for two years our teacher have been very much tolerant with us. yeap. all these things will past by in few days time. and we will be taking our freaking O level. haish. damn im scared. meeting shiyan and doris for our last day in school. which we plan to go late. tie bun to school as planned.

tomorrow will be memorable i supposed. im afraid that i would shed those tears. how sweet my besties are for cheering each and everyone of us if we're down. motivating us each and everytime. ouh god. how sweet.

baby was damn sad cause tomorrow will be my last day. listening to the song that he compose for us who are his besties almost brought me to tears. but i just dont wanna cry infront of him cause i know he is soft inside. hmph. baby, you believe in our strong love right? so dont worry ok. you know i love you and i will always be there for you. remember when we both said that we want to make this lastrelationship last. just keep that promise in mind and i bet we will go smoothly. amin. love you lots.
much love AYULSYA

since 2007

2008-09-19T03:54:00.000-07:00

heyhey people.

~aYuL~ here.

Its been a long time since this blog is updated.

Sorry people.

Both of us is rather busy since the last post updated.

And many things happened.

But my mind is totally blank rite now.

Firstly,I wanna reply to my Baby's post BELOW.

Syg,u dont have to be sarcastic in your post.

I know what u felt.

Since I felt it before.

I know its my fault.

Im really sorry for the stupid mistake.

BUT,she is juz a friend thou,a classmate.

NOTHING MUCH.

YOU are the only ONE in my heart.

Im sure Ive proved how much u are CARED for

and how much u are TREASURED and APPRECIATED in my life.

I know jealousy comes at times.

But Im sure u know how strong my love for u is,syg.

And I know u'll be obsessive when it comes to me.

But IM YOURS. And only yours.

So dont worry. Dont you believe in our strong love?

I cant remember what goes on for the time Ive not update.

So lets move on with today.

Started out the day LIKE FUCK!

As in REALLY REALLY FUCK.

And then i found out something unpleasant.

So the day becomes,

MORE and MORE and MORE LIKE FUCK!

And I was really disappointed. Cried. FUCK.

And than i started trying something which I never done bfore.

QUOTE '' If you're able to,den i am too''.

And then,

*blahblahblahblahblah*

THen things went out fine. Settled.

Promises arise.

Tears crashed around alot today.

But glad the day turns out fine.

Exams are so near.

Its nearer than near.

And ive not even studied. WTF.

Been tinking and distracted alot.

Buck up aYuL!

Pull up your socks!

To My Baby Pwincesh;

Syg,please do not disappoint me again.

Please learn from every mistakes.

Chances can be given alot of times.

BUT how long do you want me to endure.

U noe i love u so much.

U noe its hard for me to let u go.

U noe i hve to tke cre of u even if i dun wish to.

Cause u noe urself u are dependant on me.

So pls.

LYSA's QUOTE ''Dont make me lose my trust baby''

I juz love u so much lahx.

Learn okae syg?

tc. much loves.

Muackx!

MUch Loves people!

~aYuLySa~since 2007~

And still going strong!

I will always love you dear!

2008-09-08T06:18:00.000-07:00

after three straights days of like not meeting baby finally today i gotta meet him. things were going fine when i found this! i feel so (#@#$%^&)(*&^%$#@#$%^ knnbccb. im so HAPPY to read those ok people!now it goes like this. check it out yaw.

dated august 5 'after talking to shahrul....'

dated august 11 'i owe shahrul a movie date'

dated august 22 'i rmbr shahrul promised to buy so i better see a rabbit on my birthday'

dated august 31 'yes shahrul, i'm getting fat ok. but i'll lose weight during puasa. &you must study hard ok. must promote to sec4! & i know i still owe you a movie DATE. wait uh, now all the movies sucks. [[:

dated september 01 ' I MISS .... & SHAHRUL'

september 02 ' ayul : [: Yeah, THANKS fr realising the never ending attention i've given him&also for always being there for me. you're a really great&special person. much appreaciated, dear lover.' ;D

dated september 05 'only to see tt shahrul cannot keep signing in&out from MSN'

impressive isnt it people. ican see that somebody is very much interested to write bout baby. but it takes two hands to clap yaw. my dream is sooooo coming true mans! (: dont let me do this. NICE ONE! i got smack directly on my face. relax lysa. how angry can you get when all these things happen to me. all those tags & stuff. ya right. crapping shit. fuckers. stmf?

i really trust you cause i really love you. dont make me loose my trust towards you. && dont make me do this. cause when i say i will, i mean it.

2008-09-04T22:17:00.000-07:00

hello peeps. sorry uh tak update. i didnt get to use the lappy so what do you expect sei people. hurhur. & now my brother is stil half awake so i take the opportunity to update ok. so now our tagboard other than me and baby tag there's anis too. well this little shorty of mine over here can rather say can get 'well' with baby. ya right. fighting over at msn? gadoh la krg. da besar kawen eh. hurhur.

so i read & there's a deal? baby's promotion to sec four shawty blanjer. then i get good grades for os?? baby & anis blanje ok? blanje besar nyer macam princess ok? hurhur. && baby tak tao malu nyer mintak hoodies sei. nak ketok anis jek. takper la. skali skale ehks. da lepas rayer pon. confirm ader duet nyer. anis kan kayer kan kan kan. hurhur. hmph. so one fine day i'll meet both of you up ok. & baby was like going he&anis nak tagteam bully me. like that's not gonna happen ok for fucks sake. nyiahaks.

i was like waiting for baby to wake up. haish. laame tol dier tido. da sepulo msg ako anta tak bangon bangon. penat sangat la tuh eh. haha. hmph. i hope to meet you today cause eventhough i meet you everyday i miss you very much la oi!! hurhur. ok la. kakak da sampai. pape update back.& im back. planned to meet baby but he couldnt go out cause mother dont allow. i was down but i controled. already told mum im going out but ended up rotting at home. i asked to use the lappy but baby's lappy was sot instead. hais. im really like lost. i need you baby.

weird weird people have been viewing my profile. i dunno what the hell they want from me. stupid asses can just get out of my life lur please. so irritating can?

much loves AYULYSA

since 2007

2008-08-31T07:48:00.000-07:00

yawyaw.

~aYuL~

Today;

Went to Pusara Aman with father.

Help to clean up the grave of family members.

It is our responsibility to clean it up cause if we dont,who will right.

Father told me that we shuldnt think that the dead need not be cared of.

We still need to take care of their ''home''.

Clean it up when we have time.

I tink its true as we should still make their ''home'' look good.

If u understand what I mean.

Im sure one day when we die,we would still want our children to take care of our ''home'' right.

We as FAMILY shouldnt forget our responsibilities,DEAD or ALIVE.

Then went home.

Wash up.

And then went to meet Rezza and followed him to a mosque at Bukit Timah.

Just to take the Kurma.

The Kurma nice seyy.

Hurhur.

Went home again.

Wash up again.

And then went out for TERAWIH.

hahax.

Baby;

Thanks for topping up for me.

Hurhur.

And u were super crazy on the phone baby.

Hahax.

Chat with u again later aitez.

Okae.

Take care People.

Sayang Lysa Sangat Sangat!

Muackx!

~aYuLySa~

since 2007.

2008-08-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

heyhey.

~aYuL~

290808;

Its Teacher's Day!

I performed.

Learned the HipHop routine last minute.

Cause havent been coming down for trainings.

Sorry crew.

So at first I was quite afraid that I would cock up during the performance.

BUT!

Pulled it through though.

Even though I think I suck.Hurhur.

Today;

Well,didnt do much.

Stayed at home and went to GrandMak house.

Hurhur.

Ouh yar,Yesterday;

Father was like

@!%##%$%^##!$#@#%^##$^&!

About my studies.

He said that I better make sure I pass and promote to Sec 4.

Im kinda scared cause I hadnt been paying much attention to studies.

Have to pull my socks up mans.

Ira;

Yeahx!

Everything is conquered by us.

Got a problem?

That shows how strong our love is.

Hahax.

Baby;

We are not gonna meet for like 2 fucking days.

Or more seyy!!

Wtf.

Ily & Imy baby.

Muackx!

~Much Loves~aYuLySa~

since 2007.

2008-08-28T06:33:00.000-07:00

k firstly, i fucking enjoyed at sister's bbq. father was like embarrassing me la can. i was like standing infront of the pit and he goes like this. "eh krg krg. nie la bakal menantu ako, lysa" and everybody was like super kecoh uh. but your uncle power uh b. haha. b you know why uh. how naughty i can be. haha. i really want more though even though i was unconcious. naughty naughty. lucky b was ok and he could take care of me. if both of us were gone. sayonara uh npk nyer. haha. was together till the sunrise. and back to bb & in the bus was like fucking cold cause it was raining. hugged b all the way and we fell asleep. (: followed b back home and then to his dance & finally i got home and was like dead tired.

i really hate myself. why the hell i feel jealous so easily. urgh. but i'll try to control it right i told you. i've always keep those three promises in mind. i really have to do it to make your life like happy cause i've always been troubling you. see this is what happen when i get too pampered. i dont think. i wait things to be spoonfed by baby. like total shit. im really not independent. fuck that.

anyway, goodluck b for tomorrow's performance ok. i'll try get the zara jacket for you if brother not using so you'll look good. hurhur. dont cock up ok!

btw baby, my friends have plans tomorrow. so can i tag? if cant then its ok. run out of idea. hurhur. i'll be back. and im back. now i remembered. i get scolded from michelle ho. she was fucking emo la. &&& she shocked me. tak bersalah sei ako. tengah sedap sedap menikmati ngan laki ako. skali kene marah. hais potong steam tol. siak! in your head, in your head, zombie, zombie! hurhur. :D

much loves AYULYSA

since 2007

2008-08-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

heyhey. ~aYuL~ here.

Lets start off with 220808;

Had a bbq for my sister bdae.

And invited Lysa and gang.

It started out boring.

Until Lysa arrived.

Then the boring ness fade away.

They arrived and brought this cake.

I was told that they forgotten to buy a present.

So they bought the cake.

And obviously its from McCafe.

Mangkok tol.

And we ton at WCP.

Had alot of fun ton-ning dere.

Esp with my baby Lysa.

Hahax.

Then went home in the morning.

Bathed and then went out again for dance practice.

Damn tired coz have nt gone to sleep.

And went home at ard 5 plus.

So spent time with Lysa for more than half a day.

Had a great time together and enjoyed. :)

Though,we didnt meet today.

Miss Lysa alot.

To baby;

Glad u enjoyed at WCP darla.

One memorable event.

A great time to remember.

Love u lots dear.

Muackx! =)

~Much Loves~aYuLySa~

since 2007

2008-08-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

yawyaw. ~aYuL~

yes! ive been the one who've been updating,baby.

hurhur.

Firstly,its okae dear. Ive forgotten bout it.

And stop stoning if u noe i dun like it.

Hmm.

Secondly,I noe u can perform and do well in ur prelim as well as ur o.

I have confidence in u.

But u also need to have confidence in urself.

Thats the most important thing.

Do your best dear.

Ur clever and bright.

Dont give up.

Hmm.

And i love u too.

Its okae.

I understand that u think that way.

And i understand u love me so much.

its okae thou.

im glad those things are settled.

I wont let u go baby.

I tink bout u each time too.

Dont worry.

my love blossoms and deepened for u each time too.

And im sorie for all the mistakes that ive done.

Love u lots.

And I love u more.

And more.

Hurhur.

Today;

went to skool.

Skool end.

waited for lysa.

spend time with her.

A very happy day today!!!

(Baby u noe wad i mean..hurhur..)

okaez..tke cre...

~much loves~aYuLySa~

since 2007