Ayulysa.
when to tasha's place on friday.we celebrated ibu's birthday plus raya-ing as well. as usual, i was the GOH, guest-of-humour, all timer. met with this little miss cheeky. 
ellyna natasha.how i spell it, idc.damn adorable.people say, she look alot like me when i was a kid.which means, im adorable too? nyiahaks.
i miss my baby too,selamat hari rayer to you ok. imissyourbrothertoo,
butihatehim.
butnow, everythingseemsowrong,
wenolongerhavelaughterorjoy.
imisshowwewere2yearsago.
canwereallygothatfar.
ihatethatiloveyou.
causeithurtstoomuch.
justdontmakethisfeelingofminefadeaway.
causeitsreallydifficultformetobereallyinlovewith.
ihopeyoudounderstand,
youdidntchangetogetbetter,
butworstinstead.
ivetriedtobesostrongever,
nottoevenshedasingletearwhenyourenotaroundatnights.
doyoueverthinkofhowifelt?
orallyouthinkitsjust,
imbeingtoomuch, andtooselfcentered.
butwhateveritis, itsstillyouwhomilove.
foronceimsayingthis,
keepingmyegonessaway,
imissyousomuchpapa.
ijustwanttheoldyou.
will be back when everything is A OK!hate to be a clown. Labels: boncet 2332hours
