Ayulysa.
tomorrow will be my last day in school. days will be so different after that. why the hell i said that is because .. on mondays baby wont be fetching me anymore. no more going to school together. no more eating together during recess. baby buying for me food. feeding me. forcing me to eat my fucking meals. meeting baby after school. sending me home. spending most of my time with him. having him to spy on my during my lessons. having him to shout at me outside my classroom while im sleeping asking me to bloody wake up and study. meeting baby in between lessons. having him shouting to mr ang that im playing games during his lesson. having him talking to mdm khong to be strict on me. with mr rani telling me not to let father come down to school because of baby mischievious behaviour. having mr rani telling me to meet baby earlier to school so we wont be late like everytime. having mr koh telling me to take good care of baby. hmph. mans. im just gonna miss all those things that i do with baby in school. its like all the teachers know that we're together. cool huh. im fucking gonna miss you like 9876421987651789x. doesnt mean we're no longer in the same school we wont meet each other right? its just that we have lesser time together. i have my school and you have your Os to concentrate on. i need you to study hard baby. dont just depend on me.
as for my friends out there. we will be going on our separate ways too. no more laughter like we use to have. being united as one that most class envy. for two years our teacher have been very much tolerant with us. yeap. all these things will past by in few days time. and we will be taking our freaking O level. haish. damn im scared. meeting shiyan and doris for our last day in school. which we plan to go late. tie bun to school as planned.
tomorrow will be memorable i supposed. im afraid that i would shed those tears. how sweet my besties are for cheering each and everyone of us if we're down. motivating us each and everytime. ouh god. how sweet.
baby was damn sad cause tomorrow will be my last day. listening to the song that he compose for us who are his besties almost brought me to tears. but i just dont wanna cry infront of him cause i know he is soft inside. hmph. baby, you believe in our strong love right? so dont worry ok. you know i love you and i will always be there for you. remember when we both said that we want to make this lastrelationship last. just keep that promise in mind and i bet we will go smoothly. amin. love you lots.
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much love AYULSYA since 2007
