i was late for fetching baby today so i met him straight at cck instead. i didnt know why but i felt different today. i really dunno why. im damn worried when i graduated from school. see for example like today. baby got anotehr problem which he didnt find any fault. i dunno whats with teachers' nowadays. really cant see that the student is changing is t? like baby had said. he's a hypocrite. fuck it. just wait whats gonna happen. i hope everythings fine for baby. fuck uh.
slack with baby till evening. but when i reached home we had a slight cold war. its all misunderstanding la and i already feel like crying. i just cant la when those things happen. i get very sensitive these few days. tak lei kene siket. my face will sulk and baby knows how cause i like to show him that face. and ... he will hug me tightly after that. i feel supeeeeeeeeeeer comfortable can. im too fucking pampered. even i have my own ass to sit. i still cant. i will always find baby's lap to sit on. thats why i love my baby sooooo much cause he gave me what i want most of the time. but doesnt mean he did that i step over his head like go overboard ok. i still respect him as my husband mans. i have my limits. i still need to listen to baby. evnthough he told me im very degil but i dont think so. nyiahaks.
i cant really control my emotions nowadyas. especially when im online with my small small neng. haa. cool kan. macam gerek gituk eh. she understand me real well. like partners in crime. haha. kepale otak partners in crime. yela sangat. haha. when to meet you again. haha. shhhhs.
i know baby is real mad at me now. i thought of surprising him with an update. but what the hell. foget it suda. no longer a surprise. ako yang kene surprise. padan muker ko lysa. no mood. ....
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