didnt get to talk to baby yesterday cause i was kinda lethargic. but called baby around 4 in the morning. ouh gosh. how cruel am i to disturb my baby's beauty sleep. aww. but he answered my call though. bad lysa. i just need him so badly. hmmph.
today started with a raining day. as planned yesterday was supposed to meet baby before he went to school cause i decided to enter school late since it was the last day of school for me. but plans changes in the end. baby was send straight to school with alep, & my dear shiyan had to reach school early because of that powerpoint. so left me & doris. passed hoody to amer since baby was soo cold cause he was drench. poor baby.
i was very happy and sad at the same time cause it was the last day i spent my time in my lovely classroom. i was happy cause we took alotalot of pictures. but something ruin my mood after that. i was like fucking mad when i saw a bitch wore my bloody hoody that i lend baby. only my friends know how angry i felt that point of time. all i wanted to do is to snatch my hood away. fucking girl! bitch. texted baby but his phone was like dead. hmph.
im sooo waiting for his calls and messages right now. i dunno exactly where he is thanks to his phone. thanks eh pasal buat prangai phone. siak tol.
i read this book and i find it interesting. and the story goes something like this .. there's a girl named, lucy,who is undergoing her teenage years. she entered a new school because her parents moved to a new state. no one wanted to make friends with her except for this guy named, andy. andy somehow felt that lucy is someone unique. they got close each and everyday until they fall deeply in love and when they spend their first night together, they promised to hold on that relationship forever. however lucy didnt truely trust andy because of her egoism. andy is popular among the girls in high school. andy doesnt really know how lucy felt. lucy felt jealous everytime girls lingers around andy. but lucy pretend and paste a fake smile on her face everytime but she had grudges in her heart. .. im sooo looking forward to read this book because somehow its related to me though. hais.
and this story reminds me of bitch that i hate most. i just dunno why but im sorry baby. urgh. she's just too unlucky that i hate her. what more to see her bloody slutty face. make me wanna slap her fucking face. EEEW! stop it stop it stop it lysa. enough.
btw baby i wanna wish you the bestest of luck for your EOY which startss tomorrow. i really want you to do well ok. prove mother and father that you can promote. do me proud baby please. and me too. i gotta chiong for the last time. like i've said i wanna make my mother proud cause i've disappoint her alot of times. & since your father also asked me to buck up since i wanna enter poly sooo much. i dunno why im thinking lotsa shit in my mind cause prolly imysm & im worried sick about you. where you baby? )':
much loves AYULYSA
since 2007
