k firstly, i fucking enjoyed at sister's bbq. father was like embarrassing me la can. i was like standing infront of the pit and he goes like this. "eh krg krg. nie la bakal menantu ako, lysa" and everybody was like super kecoh uh. but your uncle power uh b. haha. b you know why uh. how naughty i can be. haha. i really want more though even though i was unconcious. naughty naughty. lucky b was ok and he could take care of me. if both of us were gone. sayonara uh npk nyer. haha. was together till the sunrise. and back to bb & in the bus was like fucking cold cause it was raining. hugged b all the way and we fell asleep. (: followed b back home and then to his dance & finally i got home and was like dead tired.
i really hate myself. why the hell i feel jealous so easily. urgh. but i'll try to control it right i told you. i've always keep those three promises in mind. i really have to do it to make your life like happy cause i've always been troubling you. see this is what happen when i get too pampered. i dont think. i wait things to be spoonfed by baby. like total shit. im really not independent. fuck that.
anyway, goodluck b for tomorrow's performance ok. i'll try get the zara jacket for you if brother not using so you'll look good. hurhur. dont cock up ok!
btw baby, my friends have plans tomorrow. so can i tag? if cant then its ok. run out of idea. hurhur. i'll be back. and im back. now i remembered. i get scolded from michelle ho. she was fucking emo la. &&& she shocked me. tak bersalah sei ako. tengah sedap sedap menikmati ngan laki ako. skali kene marah. hais potong steam tol. siak! in your head, in your head, zombie, zombie! hurhur. :D
much loves AYULYSA
since 2007
