firstly, to ira. shed no more tears aites baby. just remember i'll always be there for you. cause i really meant what i say. i know you know ati know.
hey baby. sorry i didnt went online but here's for you darla. i did went home early yesterday ok! like you've fixed the time like 12 am? i have to cause basically i love you too much.
baby wasn't in the mood this morning but i didn't know what's the reason exactly. but i think i wasn't there for him. sorry baby. hope you understand. but i did met you right. i'm willing to do anything for you baby!
like you've said. we did have lots ups & downs recently. i think its plainly my fault. i've vowed to myself not to hurt you anymore. i hate it went i made you worried. it's not easy to find a guy younger then your age which concerns bout you. thank god i found an angel whom likely to brighten up each and everyday of my life by just looking at his face. i can proudly say that you are one of a RESPONSIBLE guy. have confidence in yourself & sure will we'll move on smoothly just like the water which flows by the river.
one thing that im proud to share about ayulysa's relationship is that whenever we have a fight, break-ups is way way out of thoughts. so if you wanna settle things down people please dont settle it with fire vs fire. it's just gonna make things worst like definitely. so talk slowly and rest assured things will be ok. like now, baby and me really trying our best not to have any miscommunication again cause it just hurts right baby?
i hope im not having too much thoughts. but i just have a dream, a dream to have baby as my last man. i truely wanna have your kids. if that's possible. i know it's all fated. but fates do change if we make an effort to work it out. blessings is just what i want.
i'll have to push all these things aside cause now my Os is my priority. baby always wanted me to have good grades. wel baby, i want that too ok. who doesn't. hmph. i really gotta work my fucking ass out. but you too baby. i want you to promote to sec four next year. you have already follow a step of mine which is retaining and i know it sucks. so work out something ok? you've always told me this. don't be complacent. it applies to you too darla.
i just hope that you need not worry bout me too much but you'll definitely say this. if i never love you, i wouldn't even care bout you. i know you well boo.
thats it for today cause brother gotta do his assignment. i'll call you tonight! can't fucking wait to talk to you mans love!
will these last forever?
if i have a wish, i'll grant for infinity wishes (:
LYSA's on cloud nine babes!
much love ayulysa
since 2007
